Issues/Fix Me!

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Joey Chike

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Why won't you get back to me?…
Why won't you respond to me?…
Was it something I said, was it something I did?
Was it something I've done that you cannot forgive?
Sorry to bother you but I need an answer
I don't understand, do you think I'm cancer?
Cause sometimes I wonder if we're really friends
After all my flaws, you still wanna make amends?
I trust you way more than I trust myself
But I'm selfish, ungrateful and I don't need help
I would trade my world for your sense and clarity
Then, I can say how much I'm proud of me
Mid 2021, I was at my lowest
I used to be the fastest, now I am the slowest
Stress and disappointment was all I had to show
Nothing redeemable, seemed like I had to go
I'm ashamed for what I did, the man did not deserve it
Caused a ruckus in his home and then threatened to hurt him
Overwhelmed by life, took it out on the team
When I should've put the pain into crafting my dreams
Next thing I know, had a fallout with my father
Just a simple favour seemed to make my life harder
Lost it with my dad and we left on a bad note
Then I'm drowning in my tears, I feel like I need a boat
One week of work has left me fully devoid of confidence
Told off by my manager because of my incompetence
All I can say, while I'm writing this letter
I'm sorry, I'm the worst but I'll try to do better
All this pain I cannot get into!
Call me when you could stop these issues!
It's been a while since we spoke but I miss you!
Call me when you could stop these issues!
How can I learn to move, act and dress like everyone else?
How do I function in a system that's not meant for me?
How can I live life without a string attached?
How am I like this and why can't I be normal?
If only you could see inside of my brain
The simplest of things can drive me insane
Social cues and a Rubix cube, hard to decipher
If we could trade brains, I would probably be nicer
Smarter, wiser, living all happily
Here I am trapped in this daily catastrophe
Maybe I could deal with this crooked sanity
If I never dealt with a broken family
Disappear… is what comes to my mind
The love for myself is what I try to find
So far, so gone, beyond la la land
My stone-cold heart buried beneath the sand
Can summer season be the reason to be alive?
Would the self-hate persuade me to take a dive?
Through the cold rain I see bridges and trains
'Cause no matter what I do, we will not be the same
Fix me!
Fix me yeah!
Fix me!
Fix me yeah!
Oh please fix me yeah!
Fix me yeah!
Fix me! Ooaaahhh!
Fix me yeah!
(This is what I mean, everything, life kicks me in the f- arse!
Every single time I'll try and get through a day, something goes wrong
Now it's gone to this f- level
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm really struggling but that's just life at the end of the day)
Why? Why? Why?

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