Love's Toll

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Do you remember the day
When I was skating and you tried to push me over but then you stumbled
So I tried to catch you so both of us fell and then we just sat there
And it turned into a picnic
What about the first time you fell asleep on my chest
Jeeez I was blessed always seeking the quest to treat you the best cliché
Remember we first met? cuz I do
And every day beside you the nights too
Used to be life then times two
Now all of these memories flies through
Like the first time we slept together
I was so fucking nervous I tried to be real good at it
Then you slowed me down and showed me how to feel good with it
And I remember it now like a recent trip
As I freeze and sit all alone with a pleasing grip
And squeeze my dick
I've been feeling like a piece of shit ever since the reverie faded
Been missing your eyes so very elated
And I'm sorry if I let you down I'm severly jaded
So heavily weighted
If I only knew you sat up there in heaven and waited
I have no plan to retreat
But I'm damned to defeat
I'd do anything in this world to grant you a seat
But it's too late now I can't even sleep
And it's even colder here when I can't feel or hold you near
It takes a lot of force to split a really solid pair
And it's way too much for me to wield and soul to bear
Pretending to be steel I'm stone veneer
I miss your vivid golden hair
It all appear when I close my eyes
You hunt me like a poltergeist unfolding clear
With soak'ed eyes you choke and stear
And there's no fucking word it devocalized my whole career
As I'm playing on this weary broken string
While the image of you there you choke and swing
Fucking tear and poke through skin
I try to find the words f*ck it here we go again
With this clever scheme libretto
Man it never seem to let go
All these memories and echo
As the rollercoaster sway
I've been taken by the storm into northern coast and bay
Jumping over board and blows away
Death did us apart and that's more than most can say
But all that goes to grey
You didn't even say goodbye on top
Now every single night I'm up until like five'o clock cried a lot
I don't give a flying f*ck
About the future wanna die and rot
And ever since you tied the knot I've tried to not
Now what the f*ck is the gist
Without you it's like nothing exist
So lost and apathetic now I'm stuck in the mist
Well the blood on my wrist baby that's gonna dry
Did you show and it was passing me by
Will I be asking you why for the rest of my life
I don't grasp but I try
We we're meant to fucking last you and I
And I hope that you feel it when I kiss and blow
Baby I just miss you so
And listen yo cupids arrow was more like a missile tho
And this'll go to a guillotine with a mistletoe cuz I love you to death
And deep in the dark when the silence hunt
It's like you're down there and whisper like a sirens taunt
I can see through to your realm and I just jump
Everything's so empty and hollow
I'm lost and tempted to follow
Tormented and altho it hurts I understand and respect it
You complicated the simplicity and I'm standing corrected
Life huh isn't it fantastic
If you only knew how hard it is to reach and grasp it
When the only thing in mind is your sisters speech YOUR casket
Now everyday I get my fucking system breached and ass kicked
I wish that it'll pass quick
And now I long for yesterday a fifty year old classic
I know you wouldn't want this and neither do I
Cuz I need to do my flee through the fire and leap in to fly
But how can I pursue any quest
With no clue and I'm stressed
I still f*ck up everything I do and I jest
Yet I'm doing my best
To get through and digest
And I carry you around through a tattoo on my chest
Almost equivelent to being pregnant I'm living for two and
What I do about my life is what I'm giving to you
Tho you took your life
You'll always be a part of mine
Both in heart and mind words can be hard to find
But it's kinda what this art define
And I wish you where here even just to see
That we're grieving thus you'll be
The one who got away now you're leaving us to be
Maybe didn't mean that much to you to mean that much to me
But I know for a fact and no matter what god think
You was more of a family to me than that of a blood link
So I'm losing myself in this predominant hell
And I just wanted to tell
That your mom and Michelle they
Treat me as family I love them as well
I'm low on fuel and it slowly drain
Either you grow in pain or go insane
So the pain's for me to cherish in life as I GO through
I'll embrace the sorrow cuz that much I OWE you
Loves toll and I LOVE you
I ain't alright but I'm trying to fight
And I'll see you again when I die am I right
That means a lifetime without you tho why shouldn't I just hurry through
How the f*ck am I supposed to not dig myself down when I burried you

It was you and I then
Do or die through this stride then suiciding
You just died and I'm the one who turned a ghost
The burden host outburned and frozen furthermost
If I crawl to get through lets behold that I do
In a couple of years I'll be older than you
I'll never get over us but it is over for you
And Im falling into the darkness holding on to
The thought of you holding me too

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