Dear Jayla (Letter to my Ex), Pt. 3

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Yung Lil

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Yeah, Yung Lil, huh
So y'all mother fuckers thought it was over huh
Well it's not, I got a story to tell
Time to end this shit off right
Yeah, let me talk to em
Yeah, yeah

So y'all remember part 1, taking it from the start
I had a girl that I had loved, and I gave her my heart
Swore our relationship would be sunny days in the park
But then she ruined everything and beat my ass in the car
Then in part 2 we started back messing around
Talked to this bitch named Erin, that Should've never been found
Cuz I wanted to get back with jayla, thought she had learned her lesson
But then fucking around with Erin, I got the bitch pregnant
So fast forward I got that message, I was really appalled
That Erin got pregnant and I threw my phone at the wall
That's what I get for hitting it raw, now I'm all out of luck
Cause I wanted to get back with jayla, but now I'm fucked
Knew that she wouldn't forgive me if I had a baby on her
Especially with a bitch that's supposed to be her friend
I thought about how I'd recover, knew we couldn't make amends
The situation was fucked up, I couldn't pretend
So I told Jayla the truth, said we needed to talk
I left out my mom's house and sat back in the car
And I called her on the phone, told her I got a bitch pregnant
And she couldn't believe her ears, or that I went unprotected
I told Jayla I still loved her, and I wanted us to work
But that couldn't happen, cause I did the ultimate dirt
And then to make matters worse, she asked who was the mother
And I told her that it was Erin, that trifling mother fucker
And she hung up the phone, and texted me I broke her heart
And she couldn't stop crying, cause I tore us apart
A couple days went by, and I thought she'd move on
But then jayla hit me up, she texted my phone
And said she still wanted to be with me, I never would've known
That she'd still want us to work it out, my mind was blown
Said she'd never leave me, because we were set in stone
And even said that she would love that child as her own
And I teared up, cause I still had the woman I loved
Even though I had another kid on the way
Jayla stayed in my corner, and so I went back to Florida
Knowing I got the bitch pregnant, fatherhood was all I thought of
I told Erin I need to see a pregnancy test
And she responded angrily, told me to meet at her job
I'm like whatever, don't know how you could be such a snob

But she got off at eleven, and so I went to pick her up
And lord knows I was desperate to find out the results
But then I got there, and she never came outside
And didn't answer her phone
And it just had me confused, wondering what was going on
I figured maybe she was busy or something came up
So I just went to Jayla's house. And I didn't think much
Cuz I was just happy to have my girl back
In her interest
But when I told jayla about it, she sounded suspicious
Said Erin might not be pregnant, and that i needed the test
But everytime I tried to get it Erin ignored my texts
Jayla said she might be lying, but I couldn't believe it
Because in order to lie, Erin would have to have a reason
And we had no way to prove it, so me and jayla had a plan
We both obviously knew that Erin's her friend
Jayla said that if she's pregnant, Erin's not gonna drink
And she would let me know what happens when they met up to link
And if she had her a drink, it'd open an eye because that would mean that everything She said was a lie
So Jayla invited her to the club later that night
And Erin accepted the offer, she didn't even know
That jayla knew I fucked Erin, and she was being a hoe
And that Erin was pregnant. Or at least supposed to be
So sure enough they went out, and Jayla sent me a snap
Of Erin with a cup in her hand, and throwing it back
That stupid lying ass bitch, I couldn't believe it That she wasn't really pregnant, and kept it a secret
And when i seen that video, I wanted to sock her
But I just Cursed her out via text. Then later I blocked her
I was so happy because jayla had helped me expose her
And I thought Erin was pregnant but I needed some closure
And since she wasn't, me and Jayla had got back together
And I swore, it was just gonna be us two forever
But then, I realized it wouldn't work I still wasn't happy
I had PTSD, from all the fucked up shit. That's she used to do to me
And I still couldn't trust her
It got to the point that i no longer wanted to touch her
And I know that what I'm saying may just sound like excuses
But you can't revamp a relationship that was abusive
Both physically and mentally, everytime we would argue i had fears of her hitting me
And at that moment, I realized things just weren't meant to be
So I told her how I felt, said we should just be friends
So we broke up once again, and lord knows she was hurt
And you can say I was wrong, because I also did dirt

But I friendzoned her for good, and I told her that was it
But then the worst part happened, you wouldn't believe it
It was worse than when Jayla beat me or when Erin lied
But looking back, it really shouldn't have been a surprise
So fast forward, Jayla was supposed move out of state
And when she told me she was moving, I just told her ok
Cuz I really didn't care until later that day
She told me that she was pregnant, but I didn't believe her
Cuz lord knows I already dealt with one deceiver
Who lied about being pregnant, and wanted me to believe her
So immediately I was skeptical, but jayla insisted
She wouldn't lie about being pregnant, even after the shit with
Erin lying about it and knowing what I went through
And then for sure I found out, it was on April fools that she wasn't really pregnant
And told me a lie because she thought if she got pregnant again I'd be the guy
To try to man up and raise the child by making her mines
I mean because, that's exactly what happened the first time
And that incident is what had really opened my eyes
Because that means everything I dealt with was a lie!
And that's the reason my dating life is fucked up and useless
I used to be like Russel Wilson, then I turned into Future
Jayla lied about both pregnancies, it was part of a plan
To try to control my life, she was playing her hand
And I really wanted to smack her, with a underhand
How she could be so sick, I don't understand
But I just left it alone, instead of taking a stand
And when she got exposed, she played victim again
And then she moved out of state, and she got another man
After this I'll never forgive you, we'll never make amends
And you're part of the reason why, I'll never love again!
But I got a confession too, it's something to say
I went and got my dick sucked, the very next day
By the same girl who broke us up, and sent me the message
That u beat me in the car for, and almost made me wreck it
So that's that, the story of my traumatic event
The dear jayla series finally got to come to an end
Stories I never wanted to tell, it took so long
And I don't like to speak on it, even writing in song
Was hard for me to get it out, because I still get emotional
I guess that's what happens when someone who was so closed to you comes and ruins Your life
But god sent me to strike
Dear Jayla

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