State Of Mind

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Drought Hustla

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What's up Elon?

How many days do you wake up thinking 'bout death?
For me that's every single day and with every single breath
I'm suicidal and I been like that for years
No longer am I able to relieve the pain through tears
As I sit here thinking
Why does the world hate me?
Why is God leaving a child of his forsaken?
My soul aching
My hearts growing numb as the days pass
Suffocating from life, my next breath is outta grasp
And the last time I felt this way I was so close to killing myself
Swear to God, there was no hope

It's no joke, my spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse escaping the pain
Of life where my state of mind's, forever ingrained

Am I insane?
Or have I come to grips with my soul hating my flesh
And it's ready to part from it through death
Feeling it's best that we no longer share the same space
For what? When no one accepts, they only reject
And I only expect to be treated as an equal
Yet always surrounded by these demonic people
They possessed, insides corrupted, nevertheless
I pray for them, even when they don't wish me the best
I'm just sick of life, sick of the world and sick of people
Good souls should never be forced to live around this evil

It's no joke, my spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse, escaping the pain, of life
Where my state of mind's forever ingrained

It's no joke, my spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse, escaping the pain, of life
Where my state of mind's forever ingrained

But in life
Lessons learned are hardly ever implemented
Like doing wrong, learning better and then practicing forgiveness
In an instant life can change going from sun to rain
Or remain the same depending on the level of pain
It forms a stain on the optics, blurring up the sight ahead
Rather remain stagnant than walk through blood after you bled
Done and said a million times, in fogs of a million breaths
The beats of a million hearts or bound to die a million deaths
Until what's left
A million corpses are headed for a million graves 
Cause nobody gave a f*ck about the millions they could save
Unless the millions they could save could outlast a million days
In a million different ways, but won't help millions to get paid
They rather cool up in the shade while you work or they play
A million fucking games tryna get up in your way
Stay away from toxic strays, get on game and 'bout ya pay
And focus on your mental, for massive wealth 'til end of days

And feel hope
When ya spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse, escaping the pain of life
Where my state of mind's forever ingrained

I feel hope 
When ya spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse, escaping the pain of life
Where my state of mind's forever ingrained

And feel hope
When ya spirit is broke and unraveling
Thoughts of ending it all, eternal mind traveling
Saddling that pale horse, escaping the pain of life
Where my state of mind's forever ingrained

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