Styrofoam (feat. Kristian Shields)

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Clay Thomas Gifford

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Sometimes you just can't see through
There is no light at the end of the tunnel
It's just you
This is for the ones, that have nothing left
I never thought I'd make it here
I thought I'd drown in all my tears
Salt water up to my ears
I never thought I'd make it here
I knew I wouldn't make it here
I couldn't handle all my fear
I mean I could barely steer
Thank God that his son was near
I couldn't see the way past any of my enemies
I thought I didn't stand a chance
That they were the end of me
Had no hope, that there would be a remedy
In defeat, I found my identity
I found my identity, in the lies
Built by house up on the sand
When it fell, I knew I'd die
But still you held me in your hands
I never thought I'd make it here
I thought I'd drown in all my tears
Salt water up to my ears
I never thought I'd make it here
I knew I wouldn't make it here
I couldn't handle all my fear
I mean I could barely steer
Thank God that his son was near
Whole bottle of benzo's
Sixty in my hands
I saved them up for two months
So I could carry out my plans
This time I'm not gonna run
I told myself as I jammed
One down, two down
Three down, nine down, then ten
I looked it up the night before
To overdose I'd need fifteen
So I made sure that I took twenty
Before I passed out and I went to sleep
I thought it would be plenty
I looked myself right in the mirror
Hopefully for the last time
It couldn't be any clearer
At least to me
At least to me
I wanted my pain to go away and never come back
Wasn't thinking of the ones that've always loved me
I put my love last
I almost ran away to somewhere that I couldn't run back
It's been night for way too long
Where the sun/son at?
I don't know if I'm this strong
I feel tongue tied
And somehow, I'm supposed to get stronger
Sometimes, I mean, I mean I really don't wanna
The pain it pushed me past the point of perseverance a long time ago
I know I'm worth it, have a purpose
Got that Midas touch
But who gives a f*ck if my whole body feels like styrofoam
You could punch me and I'd feel nothing
Don't need Lidocaine
Lord I need you to put some life in my bones
Intervene or I don't know where I'm gonna go
You gave me dreams, so I'm gonna need you to show me
I'm running outta steam, I'm imploding
I don't know anything, but you'll show me
Take the sin in me, and expose it
Keep the son in me
Help me stay focused
Crush my enemies
Clear the road for me
Be my medicine
Always watch over me
Keep my head in it
Show me my legacy
I got more to do
I got more to see
I got more to learn
I got more to be

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