Drown My Thoughts

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I hit the beach, feet in the sand
It's getting hard to be a man
I take a walk to clear my thoughts
And put my trust in God's Hands
I'm at the bottom of the bottom
Get on my knees and raise my hand
Anxiety fucking with me
I'm being positive as I can
Let the water drown my thoughts
Let the water drown my thoughts
Can't let that pain take me out
I let the water drown my thoughts
Let the water drown my thoughts
I'm happy I made it out
Finally making it out
I'll see you on the other side
I'm kicking depression ass
And it ain't like them other times
Remember calling Zand crying
Telling her I feel like dying
She sit on the phone and listen
Always felt like some was missing
This shit gets hard to bear
And if you ever been depressed
Then you know telling somebody what's on your heart is rare
Whenever I take my meds
I get stuck and start to stare
Stressing all my life
I'm starting to lose my hair
They gave me so many meds
Taking like 18 a day
I was on that drink so much
Might as well just throw my liver away
Ended up crying out of nowhere
Tears down my face
I get a call, clear it up
And throw a smile in place
I hit the beach, feet in the sand
It's getting hard to be a man
I take a walk to clear my thoughts
And put my trust in God's Hands
I'm at the bottom of the bottom
Get on my knees and raise my hand
Anxiety fucking with me
I'm being positive as I can
Let the water drown my thoughts
Let the water drown my thoughts
Can't let that pain take me out
I let the water drown my thoughts
Let the water drown my thoughts
I'm happy I made it out
Just hope I don't get too deep
When I'm stepping into that water
Suppressing on my anxiety
Trynna get my thoughts in order
I'm trying to drown my thoughts
And keep myself from going under
Know it's crazy to even think this way
Sometimes I wonder
What it'd be like if I leave
Would I still have problems
And would I grieve
Would these people regret what they done to me
And if I had a funeral
Would you even come to see
Heartbreaks and heartaches
That's all you cause
Funny how you want some
Each and every time you call
I put the blame on myself
Every time I fall
When you in need they disappear
But they need, you give your all

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