The Story of Childhood Trauma

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Caitlin Halig

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This is where it all began
At a young age
He never took the blame
And he kept causing me so much shame
I was forced
To endure that divorce
And he hurt me with no remorse
I am past that life
But the scars are embedded deep inside of me

Oh now it has caused me to feel so numb
I so easily feel nothing at all
I don't know how to cope with my life
So now all I do is fall

I now know why
I can't remember my early life
And now I'm left with just a strong mind
Am I enough?
I can't tell because my memories are so rough
I just want to remember and have it not be so tough
I forget the good moments in my life
All because he decided to belittle me

I keep avoiding how I feel inside
It just brings me down until I've cried
I just want to see the happiness in my life
And not feel the pull to disappear into the light

And I realized a problem when I forgot me
I pushed myself away and I forget what it was like to just be
I want to feel everything in my life
It's ok to just feel what is brought my way

I want to live in the moment
Give myself space to feel the fulfillment
I promise it's ok to not feel glowing
I don't have to worry about it showing
Find inner peace within me

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