These Days

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TheInfamousD.I.Z

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Look
This is my depression album
Feeling like valiums
Days are back and forth
Cause some are sweet and some are sour
Spending many hours
In a dreamscape
See a meadow full of flowers
Wake up longer hours
Searching for that power
Dodging all that powder
Cause that dust will throw you into your life final hour
Is this that euphoria i've been searching for
Utopia i've been searching for
Eden in my rear view
Never had a clear view
Near moves
Focus and you'll hear clues
Walking through the mildew
Cause the downpour overhead is constanly adhered to
My person
Although know one thing is certain
I can see the brighter days
Up ahead so open curtains
Let the light rays through
Let them shine right through
Time to break the damn loop
Like Rika or Subaru
And f*ck what they say to do
I'm writing this on 2-22-2022
So many things i'm getting to
And that I have to prove
But this the day I step foward and do what I gotta do
Change my whole damn life
And hopefully make it right
And hopefully see the sights
And the visions
Clairvoyance quick decisions
Make that shit your damn mission
And finally change positions
Take your time to listen
Lesson learned
Passion burns
Live your life to fullest until you end up in the urn
It's your time to play
Don't ever be skipping turns
Uh
And that's just how it feels these days
And that's just how it feels these days
Caught up in your fears these days
So don't run away
I
Don't want to see these feels today
Don't want to see what kills today
Don't want to see my legacy fade
It will be okay
I
I
Back to back nights
Back to back fights
Back to back lights
Back to back ice
Cold shoulder
Never took a chance in life cause fears what held me tight
But I always visualized what i'd be like
To finally be recognized
And praised once in my life
For things that I would grind
A sign from the heavens that we would be alright
Cause honestly sometimes
I feel it get colder than winter nights
About to loose my fight
Uh
Blamed other people for my problems
Instead searching solutions
Was so many ways to solve em
I talked shit and then got caught up in the drama
And especially to my momma
Wouldn't be enough time in my lifetime
That I spend apologizing
Before I make it right and
Maybe this is retribution
For all the fucking lame excuses
Dropped outta college
Couldn't even pay tuition
So just sit and listen
Take to heart this lesson
Uh
I wish I talked to my dad more
Was grateful of what I had more
And never sad more
And feeling glad more
Feelings I never had more
How it feel to have everything you want in life and then never feel depression
I get caught up in life confessions
Like its miscommunications
Always regretted never showing enough love to all my siblings
One day i'll find the strength to say I love em' more
Cause I learned that family nowadays is most important
Solely focus
And that's just how it feels these days
And that's just how it feels these days
Caught up in your fears these days
So don't run away
I
Don't want to see these feels today
Don't want to see what kills today
Don't want to see my legacy fade
It will be okay
I
I
I
I

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