Shattered
Pace
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Feeling worthless like life has no purpose I'm nervous no speech I'm wordless Have to force words to the surface I don't know why I stay inside for days at a time Sober six months how Sleeping on moms couch Sitting in all my doubts Won't leave the house I'm 22 now checked out Need change a new route Jack-a no trades Lost up in a cloud Let myself down Wanna feel proud Use'd to be loud Sound won't come out my mouth Don't get it what's life about Depression rearranged me Regression to the mean Means I can't see light through the trees Feels like I rarely breathe 5 months tripping on shrooms can barely speak Sucks to be psychotic for that long I've lost me Mom said pack your bags move on G you going to rehab for weed that's why You can barely speak but that's not me that's not me See in hindsight I'm bipolar Smoking weed just to help me to peak When I feel lower, helps me speak It's My release, A high so free Fine ship me by the beach Across the sea I can't feel worse then I feel now Don't wanna hurt but how A useless soul No useful goals A broken boat that won't float A no show so let me go Bye mom bye dad In cali at rehab It's a waste of money honestly They won't listen to that Two months go by I snap you're wasting time And 10k a month Please let me back I'm fine Off the plane in Newton Massachusetts Where my youth is Sat down like a student Nothing new the only one, they are two And I'm the lonely son Mom says don't know how to say this No way to get my brain to tell you it's Your dad pancreatic cancer so bad With no answer, so slow I know you're sad I'm crying screaming at the top of my lungs What will I do with out your love With out your hugs I feel shattered broken and battered Tears splattered frozen and haggard I want you by my side this can't be right At two you used to tuck me in at night Two years I have to watch you die for real This isn't real my biggest fear May 31st 2014 try mushrooms again Not learning a damn thing Dad is dying his skin is green I'm crying he's so weak Needs help to the car Needs his team Last time I hug him He says to me When I die I'll be by your side Look high toward the sky I wonder why He had to die I cry and cry and cry June 4th 2014 Mother says to me I have cancer sweet pea NO WHAT THE F*CK THIS IS SO FUCKED UP CAN'T BELIEVE OUR LUCK Dad just died now what You have cancer too What am I to do All I ever knew Being loved by you How long can you live with a condition like this No it's bullshit dad died and your sick I dono kid, Multiple myeloma's a bitch I'm going through cemo to give me a lift Member son life is a gift It took 5 years just to have a kid God I feel lost, I need hope, please answer Your thoughts, My parents got cancer God I feel lost, I need hope, please answer Your thoughts, My parents got cancer
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