Real Life (Terrortwinz Remix)

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Javion Bishop

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I was tryna discover some peace
Reach out gotta heal my mind
Insurance ain't cover the fees
Liquor store at the next red light
Shit feeling like sumn I need
Hop-skip on sumn I like
These days like living in dreams
Cause this shit can't be real life
Last week I just OD'd
Nigga really just tryna get by
These days like living in dreams
Cause you came and a part of me died
When I write the songs I wish
Tear drop could come to my eye
Best case my heart went numb
Worse case I'm outta my mind
I been traveling space
And traveling time
I feel like a orphan
Lost in a orbit, feel like I'm dormant
Feel I'm dwarfing
So unimportant, you can ignore it
On these recordings
All of it spilling in, all of it pouring
Telling my story
Cause ain't no nigga telling it for me
And I gotta get out of here

Bird cage I wanna be free
Earth world I wanna see sky
Anxiety clip my wings
Rough life might strip my mind
Wonder where imma go if I leave
New team might switch my side
New league might switch my game
Soft core on saying goodbye
Oh, good at saying goodbye
Unsure on saying goodbye
I was tryna discover some peace
Reach out gotta heal my mind
Shit feeling like sumn I need
Hop-skip on sumn I like
These days like living in dreams
Cause this shit can't be real life

A Monday in October
Seems the perfect time to die
Who I was, my lowest form
Reject my frequency on high
I shed my human skin, a dampening
I wore as a disguise
Poison in my body just to ease
The war inside my mind
A sacrifice, the scent of blood
Within the space of you and I
You're not enough and yet
You give too much and never take a drop
The pot of life it has no recipe
The taste is bittersweet
And everlasting, yet to break an endless loop
But I can try

The feeling of falling
The feeling of freedom
I get it
My heavenly father
I feel like I need you
I'm slippin
The seed of my momma
I buried in trauma
I killed him
I been to the doctor
I fell in a bottle
Prescription
I been to the water
Surrender my body
So heal me
I'm stuck at a crossroad
I wanna go farther
So lift me
I coulda been squandered
I coulda been washed out
From existence
But I gotta calling
It's like a force been appalling
Within me
All the nights I was orphaned
All the prayers I bartered
All the moments I caved and I almost lost it all
And took that voyage to nirvana
So prematurely
It's so immature of me
I need clarity, purity
And the earth is a plague
And maybe this trip is a cure to me
Curing me
Two of me
You and me
You and me
You and me
Me and me
You and you
Me and me
You and you
Stuck inside a fuckin endless loop
Stuck inside a fuckin endless loop
Stuck inside a fuckin endless loop
Stuck inside a fuckin endless loop

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