Tryna Make it Out

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To my daddy to know that you only got 10 years
You wrote me letters like you was gon get out and be better
You brought my mama to florida projects with 5 kids
And then you left her you cant deny that you disappeared
You made me cry tears
I know she cried tears
Tryna heal lord knows what my brothers feel
But I dont hate you you just failed as a man to me
Back then I aint understand what the universe had planned for me
But I just wanna say from me to you that you abandoned me
Fucked up my head growing up
Like where my daddy was
And when our lights went off you was over there living good
And when we slept with the roaches you aint never give a f*ck
You aint never call
You aint never do shit for me at all
And I wrote this song
Ima let it go
So I can move on
And I know
That my mama strong
Even though
She put me and my sisters through a lot
We aint forgot
My oldest sister was 14 with two jobs
In a book I found a hidden letter to you mom
About what she been through
Bout what meemee been through
And I couldnt believe what I was reading
I was in shambles

And I cry
Oohwee
Tryna make it ah ah ah out
Oh Im
Stuck in the trenches wanna change how Im livin yeah
Thuggin through a storm
Thuggin through a winter yeah
Im just tryna stay alive
But for mine
Ima die
Tryna make it ah ah ah out

It was a letter that was never sent
I was younger and my mama she did a year inside
We went to go and live with Gina them
And some time had went by
And then she came back
Yeah
Then after that she aint never left
She aint have no help
Had to sacrifice herself
You never did that no accountability
You never did that you turned your back
You turned your back
And that shit used to really make me die inside
Now I dont give a f*ck bout none of that
Because Im older and Im wise
And I know a liar when he lies

I used to rap with my brothers taught Derrick how to roll up
Even though Im the youngest I took Marko to the club
I wasnt even legal yet but I was still with the plug
We grew up
You not down on your luck nigga raise up your cup
Yeah
Showed you them bands for the first time and you aint believe I made it
Do you remember the time I was 16 under investigation
No guidance
I been smiling in the wrong faces
And lately
I been looking for love in the wrong places
Let me get that 808 on there yeah
Do you feel my pain
Feel my pain

And I cry
Tryna make it ah ah ah out
But for mine
Ima die
Tryna make it ah ah ah out

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