Baby boy interlude/Grand total

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Sadness and anger resting on my heart
My mind stuck on reaching my goals before i'm old
A lot of things had damaged me even at the start
But how is they gone feel bad when don't nobody knows
Dear God ya baby boy needs you
Emptiness I feel inside got me thinking i'm see through
Dear God ya baby boy needs you
Dear God ya baby boy needs you
Your grand total is... depression
Gotta keep going
Don't quit
Things ain't been goin easy for me
Problems been around way too long
Fighting with my life that nigga way too strong
Writing hella music been in and out of the studio
But damn I haven't been on the stage in so long
I been dealing with depression,
Low confidence fearing my music being rejected
Shit got me in the mind state of working harder than ever
Ignoring real problems ain't smart nor clever
I was doing that by being more artistic
Hard to be creative when your being evicted
Perfect balance between imaging and realistic
On top of that, you avoid being another statistic
So I tread softly
I'm tryna get the bread while fighting the demons off me
I'm making my next move I hope it's not costly
Cuz lately it's been costing me a lot
This music shit is really all I got
So if I lose that I f*ck around and lose myself
Too much pride
I been saying I don't need help but really I do
And I ain't have a clue that I need it
This shit got me feeling broke and defeated
Thats my grand total
That's my grand total
That's my grand total
That's my grand total
I been holding in too much
Things been too rough
Ain't been tryna cry about it
Niggas been too tough
It's been two days laughing it off is starting to hurt
So you just might see too many tears on my shirt
Gimme two years that's what I said when I first started
Two years later yo ass still ain't get off the carpet
Add another two years now you too sad
And you thought that they gave a f*ck about that too bad
You too careless
Lost yo girl after two f*ck ups
Took you a while to get her cuz you said she too stuck up
You and yo momma can't talk for two minutes
One wrong said conversation finished
Now you dealing with two options either stay or go
If you choose the second one make sure that you stay afloat
It's two things that get you through life and music
Chest up and chin out don't ever lose it
That's my grand total
That's my grand total
That's my grand total

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