ALWAYS CARE

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mirwin

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Mirwin, what's goin' on?

I'm tired, I'm tryin', I'm fightin' again
I wish that I knew why I'm losin' my friends
They don't even know 'bout the place that I'm in
I keep fuckin' it up but I'm makin' amends
Lately been goin' to therapy
Found out I'm not the only who's scared of me
Searchin' for clarity, feel like a pharisee
But will it be that way 'til they bury me?
My whole damn life I've been ten toes down
And that won't change 'til I'm six feet deep
I won't switch up if you see me frown
But I've seen friends leave me to d-i-e
Wanna clench my fists and I won't let go
My soul feels sick, but I don't need pepto
Keep it all inside, that's detrimental
Rip apart my heart with a pen and pencil
When I step to the mic I just hope you hear me
Remember the memories I hold so dearly
I took them for granted, now they're not near me
I'm learnin' to lose and my heart feels weary
My feet keep sinking, I'm losin' focus
The night's so dark, I feel so hopeless
My hand's stretched out, but you don't notice
Here's how it feels when your spirit's broken
I'm savin' my strength for the problems I tackle
I wake up, I look up, I'm facin' these battles
I'm dead inside hopin' my bones start to rattle
I feel like I'm sand but I'm buried by castles
Might dress up tomorrow got a date with my grave
Don't know where I'm at when I walk on the waves
Am I lost at sea or am I stuck at bay?
Either way I don't like how I'm livin' these days

Nowadays life tends to move so slowly
Remember the times, all the things you told me
Haven't talked much but we used to be homies
Now I'm stuck chasin' my former glory
My heart's in shards I'm pissed
I never thought it would be like this
I keep a blade up against my wrist
And I might leave a scar for the people I miss (I miss)
My mind's offline put my rage in the beat
All the pain set free, I'm a fiend for relief
I don't keep a piece but I need some peace
Cryin' on my knees where's Jesus please?
You can test my will, let me test my fate
I would shoot my shot but I got bad aim
My heart's on fire and my head's insane
If I make a mistake don't forget my name
I'm so far gone wanna hold you closer
F*ck the devil always dancin' on my shoulder
Wanna feel numb but I still feel sober
These are my thoughts on this roller coaster
Only joy that I know is the one that I mimic
Got a lot of lost friends that's why I'm a cynic
Lookin' back at my past often times I miss it
Put my heart on the page that's why Imma rip it
Spent my whole life buildin' up these walls
It's about damn time that I watch them fall
I want to reach out, wanna make this call
But I feel so stupid, I feel so small
Remember back then after class in the hallway
Now my attitude's like oh so blase
My regular life's no show, no bluejay
But I'll still care forever and always

Ladies and gentlemen
It's about time I introduce to you
The real mirwin
Here we go!

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