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I think of many things
Many things i can try
Many things i could do
Throwing it all away the very next Day
Putting my effort into nothing
Nothing
Feels like something, something
Am i dead, am i alive
Wake me up i'm asleep
I'm in deep sleep i need to wake up

Yeah i
I lay awake at nights, thinking am i wasting my time
Thinkin' all of my worth
Putting it into a pile of a dirt
I think of many things
Many things i can try
Many things i could do
Throwing it all away the very next Day
Putting my effort into nothing,
Nothing
Feels like something, something
Am i dead, am i alive
Wake me up i'm asleep
I'm in deep sleep i need to wake up

I keep waking up the same
I keep questioning the same
When is my mind gonna calm down
I don't wanna find a way
I don't wanna find a clue, that could lead to my next stage
Am i afraid to grow up?
Or am i just afraid to die?
I wanna throw up, that's the feeling inside
I can't get to my senses
I can't think the same
One thought after another, thinkin' its pretty lame
Man it's a shame
My life, seems like it went to waste
Even tho it hasn't even started
I don't wanna think, of what's gonna happen
I don't wanna feel something worse
I don't wanna endure something even harder
I don't wanna be six feet under
That's where i bury myself, in my head each night i sleep
I go down and far down deep
I can't go out
I can't climb out
I just keep digging digging in
I can't shake my thoughts
I can't shake my head
I can flip off a thread
Me and my head, it's a low lifed mess
I don't wanna feel like i'ma die in my sleep
Every night in a week
I don't wanna sleep at home
It's not a safe place
Not a safe place
My lifes a disgrace, that i embrace
Everyday i hate it

Yeah i
I lay awake at nights, thinking am i wasting my time
Thinkin' all of my worth
Putting it into a pile of a dirt
I think of many things
Many things i can try
Many things i could do
Throwing it all away the very next day
Putting my effort into nothing,
Nothing
Feels like something, something
Am i dead, am i alive
Wake me up i'm asleep
I'm in deep sleep i need to wake up

At nights when i close my eyes
I think of my demise
I think of a new song
I think what's going wrong
I reminisce through the dark
Looking at the void
What's the point of trying
What's the point of dying
Everyday i keep fighting, fighting
Fighting my demons, fighting myself
But at nights i'm the devil
Can't i sleep for once
Can't i have a peaceful dream, for once
Not a nightmare, not another nightmare
Where my love leaves me alone
Where i get attacked by my own
Where i'm desperate for war
I wanna dream something beautiful now, so i pop 2 pills now
Don't seem to function now
All these late nights might kill me
Can't seem to break it
Can't seem to take it
I can't even think straight when i Close my eyes
I roll around and ask myself twice
Twice what's my demise like
I wonder, wonder, wonder why
I wonder why am i like this
Wonder will i ever heal from this
I question sleep like its a tool,
To remove your own thoughts
Can't seem to win
Can't seem to take a step back
Can't seem to push forward
So i drown in my petty column
I don't even wanna feel this way
So i might drink it all tonight every Night till i'm a dust in the grave

Yeah i
I lay awake at nights, thinking am i wasting my time
Thinkin' all of my worth
Putting it into a pile of a dirt
I think of many things
Many things i can try
Many things i could do
Throwing it all away the very next Day
Putting my effort into nothing,
Nothing
Feels like something, something
Am i dead, am i alive
Wake me up i'm asleep
I'm in deep sleep i need to wake up

I think of many things
Many things i can try
Many things i could do
Throwing it all away the very next Day
Putting my effort into nothing
Nothing
Feels like something, something
Am i dead, am i alive
Wake me up i'm asleep
I'm in deep sleep i need to wake up

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