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And everyday I pretend like there's  nothing's wrong
So my homies never really know what's really going on
But every week it's like I write a different song
It plays in my head on repeat
It's incomplete but I'm moving on
To the next sheet start writing to the next beat
Then my heart skips the beat
Cause I think of her and my brain freeze
Till my chest seize
And when I talk to God He says u really want her
I'm like yes please on bent knees
I'll take her over the car keys to these Bentleys
From riches to fame I don't need either
Cause all I really know is that I really need her
Seeking closure but it seems to be  a difficult procedure
There's an on going battle with my mind and heart
And I could tell her but a lot of shit could fall apart yeah
Am I ready to risk it I got no idea,
12 shots of tequila...should settle the dispute for tonight
But I continue to shoot for the whole night
Till I find myself staring at the horizon on my cold nights
It's like my mind is taking tour rides and four flights
Just so I can reach to the point where I feel just a little bit alright
Am I alright, IDK

People are always asking am I okay and HUD
I just say IDK but I'm fine, can't you see with a fake smile

People are always asking am I okay and HUD
I just say IDK but I'm fine, can't you see with a fake smile

And I swear to God I been dealing with this feeling for about three years now
Maybe it's time she hears now
Maybe I left it in the dark for to long
But maybe it's time to face these fears now
But what if it goes wrong, I just got this feeling this is going to tear me  down
Like all of this could really just WEAR ME DOWN
I'm so lost, even I'm like, where's he now ?
Looking at the man in the mirror, like can you see now ?
No...its just looking a bit different, Idk
Lately its just feeling like we've grown a bit distant
Isn't ?
But you don't understand...do you?
I need you like i need water when I'm dehydrated
I'm in love with another man's daughter my heart's been infiltrated
And I love you but these feelings are hated
I really hate it,
So I've been searching for closure trying to suffocate it
But I'm just suffocating myself
Cause I've been keeping all this pain and agony to myself
Went to therapy, Doctor Martin, but that didn't help
It really didn't

People never truly know what you going through
They just pretend, so they don't feel guilty in the end
But Idk, its hard to find someone not that way

And these days I ain't feeling like I'm all it
Like I've been shattered and the pieces been scattered
In a ball pit
So god damn ready to call quits
I mean I'm always hoping for the best
But I'm for ever expecting the worst
Just this time it caught me by surprise
So these days I'm just feeling the worst
Damn I'm just feeling this verse
And these nights I ain't feeling too great
Not sleeping well I'm sleeping late
Insomnia's hungry and I'm feeding bait
What to do? IDK
It just seems my life's in pieces and pretty soon it might decay
Just praying these verses will make it to see the light of day

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