Fallin' Apart

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Man, it feels like I'm fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the mother fucking start
Cause I've been trying real hard to get better
Get better
Get better

Man, it feels like I'm fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the mother fucking start
Cause I've been trying real hard to get better
But it isn't working man it might never

Like I'm sick of all the motherfucking bullshit
Sick of all your shit
Sick his shit
Sick of all of my shit
I'm just pissed
I'm just pissed

I'm exhausted
Man, its- breaking me down
These suicidal thoughts that I get lost in
I'm just sick of it
Only one stopping me is me
I'm my own worst motherfucking enemy

Losing my grip on reality
If I get big will my career end in tragedy
Or will I fail is this a comedy
I really don't know
Where to go- from here
Been doing this for just under a year

I'm not really sure what it was that I expected-
Think I just might be a tad bit too obsessive
About all the money and the fame
Watching numbers like scoreboard in a game
Breaking me down I feel SHAME

Cause man, it feels like I'm fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the motherfucking start
I got a couple screws loose inside of my head
I'd better get acquainted with the taste of lead

Cause I've been stuck up in my mind as of late
Nowadays all I seem to do is hesitate
I try to write a song but nothing comes out
Inside my brain its clouded by self-doubt

But I don't know
I don't know
My mind is a poison and there's no antidote
I think I'm approaching the end of my rope
Nothing left for me I should just let myself choke

Cause man it feels like fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the motherfucking start
Cause I've been trying real hard to get better
What the f*ck is the point
Man it might never

There's no way this is how it ends for me
You say there's more to life what is it I can't see
Might as well let go there's no hope for me
Is this really all that I'm destined to be

I don't know what the f*ck wrong with me
Why inside my brain my life's a travesty
I really wish I knew how to fix it
Darkness in my heart like a tumor malignant
I'm hanging by the ledge
My grip is getting loose
My patience running thin
Feel there's nothing left to lose
Might as well just let go
Get lost in substance abuse

Cause it feels like everything is falling apart
Can't see the light I'm just too fucking lost
Who is here to help me
Who will have my back
I'm fallin' apart
My psyche has cracked
I wanna get help but I'm too afraid to ask
Lying to myself thinking this would all just pass

But it won't
Six years of my life with a knife to my throat
Talking about suicide thinking that shit is a joke
But it's not
It's a very real, and familiar thought
My bad habits die hard I'm still fallin' apart

Cause man, it feels like I'm fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the motherfucking start
Cause I've been trying real hard to get better
But it isn't working man it might never

Like I'm sick of all the motherfucking bullshit
Sick of all your shit
Sick his shit
Sick of all of my shit
I'm just pissed
I'm just pissed

Cause man, it feels like I'm fallin' apart
Maybe I've been broken since the motherfucking start
It's out of my control chemical imbalance
It makes tryna heal- a real challenge

Cause the drugs didn't do the job this time
Therapy ain't helping man no lie
I feel like I'm wasting all my time
Tryna work through my thoughts while I write some shit lines

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