The Surrender, 2:54 New Year

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It's crawling
Dark corners of your home shimmer indiscernibly
With flashes of movement gracing the shadows of your room
The light has yet to pierce your blinds
As you stand by the wayside, Composure shifting tides
You silently cry, fear has gripped your eyes
Holding them open, you shudder to yourself
If that was just the fabrication born of an ill-placed object and overactive mind

You rarely sleep, you don't need it, it needs it, you cant feed it
Besides, more free time
If only you could stop convulsing seemingly at random
Nervous system on overload
Overstimulation has totaled your reasoning centers
Exposing you to them, they're always here
Just need to make sure they know I know so they can't get me
That'll save me

But what if I close my eyes
What if I close my eyes
What if I close my eyes
I can't, they want that, they want the dark, the surrender
I can't surrender, you want to break me down
I'll break your crown
You say this softly, as to not endanger yourself further
You know they know
But the hope and ignorance keeps you superficially safe
Until the light pierces through the light cloth covering the entrance you hide from
In the day it's an exit, but the night? It belongs to them
It belongs to them
It belongs to them
It belongs to them

It's 3 A.M
My head, a flurry
My eyes, a carnival
Dashing and darting
They're out of control
I rise
I stare
I can not hold
What are those shadows in my halls
What are those eyes fixed upon my walls
Their gaze locked on mine

The arms reaching out
For my state of mind
It batters and breaks me
It shatters and takes me
Tearing me apart

I close
I shut
For breath, I lust
The ears, they ring
In silence, I trust
My stomach twists and turns
My eyes, they burn
I open once more
The corridor is coming for me
It's coming for me
It's coming for me
It's coming for me

Its deafening silence contorts my mind
Shattering everything and all inside
Panting and pleading I bewitchedly choke on the words that I fear that I have spoke
My eyes twist in shades of red
Mustn't be closed for the darkness I dread

My face is buried
Lids agape
The cloth protects my fragile escape
For sense, I plead
For denial, I tread
They mustn't be real
They must be my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
My head, my head

I close
I shut
For breath, I lust

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