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Evanicole
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Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo, kukla, privyet, karasho I had no idea what these words meant Yet my mother and father had imprinted in my head From a young age that I was not from them But from a stranger in Russia that was mentioned every now and then And I took this fact with pride, because, my God I wouldn't have my mother or father to hold onto Behind closed doors, I would cry alone to Lullaby by Celine Dion, repeating all the Russian words I knew Feeling my insides crumble at the thought that I Could never say "hello," but "privyet," and "dasvidanya," not "goodbye" Bonne nuit cher enfant Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo Dans tes langes blancs Kukla, privyet, karasho Repose joyeux Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo En revant des cieux Kukla, privyet, karasho Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo Pozhalusta izvinitye, spasibo Connecting word to meaning, yet feeling ties dropping out Of my hands every time I attempted to learn, constantly pausing to Take a deep breath, this isn't a huge deal It's only the life experiences that I've never had to feel I was given a different path in life, and I should be grateful But every second that passed made me increasingly hateful Where was she when I needed her to be there? Spending months as a newborn trying to live But there was a limit, a wall, a door, and it never gave in But the door is opened! Look at the bright side The family I have opened their arms wide and called, "Ni-go-la! Come stai? How's a-scuola? You sing-a l'opera?" I'd sing a bit, Mozart's Le Nozze di Figaro, his favorite show Took Italian classes for four years to make him proud before he goes "Who's your real family?" I would often be asked in class And I would sit there in shock, unable to respond Pulling responses out of my ass, like "My real family is my family" But a small part of me resented that statement, it felt as if I was rejecting a part of myself, and no one else knew it Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo, Jesus Christ There was only so much that I could write as I Completed a letter to my biological mother, telling her Why I was so afraid to reach out, that I finally felt heard Even though she had not spoken to me for my entire life I felt so connected, yet divided by A package Found in the mail Pretty in pink. Hot pink, wrapped in paper I held it in my hands, every moment savored I listened. Intently, my hands round the edges The corners sharp. Wedges between each post card Each cheap piece of plastic This is a map of Russia. Come visit me! Prikhodi ko mne! How could I not have seen Also, this is your brother Brother? It seemed incomprehensible in my head That You kept him You kept him but gave me up in vain As if I could go through any more pain Tvoya sem'ya ne znayet o tebe You family doesn't know about you, you say How must I exist? Invisible to your kind as I'm Trying to find my own place in the world, so why Must you turn me against the place in which I belong? Perhaps I must remain in this world, writing songs Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo, this entire experience is a placebo as I Feel the effects of her presence, smell the cigarettes, red brown hair I feel familiarity falling at my feet, encapsulating energy, acceptance, but "Klas," she says, holding me close, a word I don't know, oh my God Please just tell me what it means, but how can you speak if you don't know me Me being myself, not your daughter, not Marie's but me The daughter in your dreams you've spent years thinking of but couldn't see Surrounded by the story of unacceptable, silenced, shunned grief But just wants to know who you are But we couldn't get very far Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo, kukla, forget it We clicked, but I knew I'd instantly regret it When I met my mother, brother Some other Pozhalusta, izvinitye, spasibo Sounded more like a "nice to meet you"
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