MILAS SONG
Housecat
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You expect their attention So you judge their every move in accordance with yourself A form of violence on them, as imposition, and on you as narcissistic delusion If you love, truly, their actions would be of nothing in your feeling towards them Because you let yourself write a narrative, you neglect your own desires Because you can't get what you want, not because you want them to be happy Too often have I used my pen To critique and judge the world Without taking into account They ways in which I hurt Only being the subject When my narrative makes me the victim Only criticizing myself To save face You probably know now I've written hundreds of songs about you I even wrote an album Trying to put myself above through Claiming you were arrogant Ignorant and selfish That you were the only problem And I had nothing on me Distorting what you said To fit a narrative I liked One that didn't make me the villain Just a sad type My pride came in and gave me False delusions in reality The fact is, I couldn't even Fathom singularity Everything was me me me I could not talk without bragging about me Boasting about me Claiming that you had done things to me Hurt me, rejected me Neglected me and took off The problem with that story is that The pain was that which I caused How can you embody love as a beacon when you selfishly neglect to love yourself You speak of love, that's for sure But recently I see it differently My practice has lead to better things Perhaps, if I may, I might explain My point of view between refrains I liked you when I met you I think you felt that way too Your girlfriend had noticed Told you to make our little thing through I took it to the chin but kept A fantasy about you Frequently at night I would think of what you're up to You confessed that you cheated on her Told it to me in summer I took it as you weren't happy But that's not my position But later on you're going on About how things are going better Even said you asked your girl And she said we could talk together I didn't see you til next summer That's the summer after the other And that summer held in store A very different kind of bummer Within two nights I had my hands in your thighs She was out of the picture I had faith in your eyes I kept going on about our connection Withdrew into contradiction With wanting to say I love you But feeling this deep resentment You like flattery It pleases the ego You chose me right? That's how I thought about it Never considering your state of mind The guilt and what you pushed aside For those two nights I know you liked me just a bit too much I know I also could be the reason That it got fucked up I understand that, I'm working on it But I meant it with no ego Compassion, empathy subtraction of self I really loved you Support, unconditional, impartial I really loved you But I said it without really ever truly Thinking about you If I really loved you I'd have Truly let you go Not transform into the victim To make me feel less alone When you came into the store While I was working that day I saved face by acting mean I'm sorry for being that way I'm sorry for what I imposed What I expected was immature What I wanted was a desire from Self affirmation I should get a handle on I'm sorry for a very special someone The album made from delusion The fact is, I got attached and then Reacted with profusion I'm sorry for trying to force you in a box I'm sorry for my ego messing up I'm sorry for every text I sent when you had said you had enough I wasn't totally in the wrong though She kissed a girl after you broke up And that night you had your hands on me But honestly, I can't compare, it's just violence My honesty will help me liberate us from silence I take the bad and good and sit before it with my Eyes wide, understand, wont criticize You talking too much shit bro You got a certain bravery I admire To know what's good for yourself And totally disregard the others I'm proud of you Your hard on yourself You shouldn't be I'm sorry that I expected you to love me I'm sorry that I called you selfish Because of my own wanting I know that your a wonder I bet deep down that I still love you That's why I know it's unconditional cuz Even when I see you as the villain I can't accept it And accepting that I fucked up was The most valuable lesson I see now how selfishness harms Everyone around me And how desire and attachment Are often misconstrued for loyalty And empathy is a good step To thinking unconditionally Every being wants to be happy I was just thinking too much about me I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Mila the special someone I'd never mention my name 'Cuz I felt afraid Mila you helped me see those Fantasies I had I am not your hero When you sense it slipping, you panic Clinging onto every bit of attention you can You speak of love, but it's only when you fear it's fading You speak of love, but only because your selfishness needs more praise You speak of love, but until you free yourself It's all you'll do
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