Purple Paintings

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blastwitha4

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I must confess, I really want you to myself
Why can't I stay calm with you out talking to anyone else
I hope you do know that I trust you, but I really can't trust myself
I'm blaming my obsession with you on my fucked up mental health
And yeah, its a big part of it, but to be honest it wasn't the start of it
Feel like I'm just a controlling person, maybe there's no way of stopping it, uh
I feel like I have this way of manipulating and controlling our arguments, uh
And I truly believe when you say all these nice things about me you really mean all of it, uh
No way I could top it, make a new song but like when will I drop it
Always doing what I say like a bop-it
Tryna make you so happy, so if I see something you like then you know ima cop it
Sitting here acting like I have an option
Telling my friends that I have an option
Got to stay with you and prep for our future
Cause baby there's only one option
Staying up with me till three AM to make sure I'm safe, like who else would do that
You have such a supporting personality I can't believe someone would use that
Like two or three times, what the f*ck is wrong with these guys
But am I that different from these guys, like how are you mine
Baby you're mine, I'm waiting outside of your doorstep
You're so fine, I got to go in there with forceps
I even love doing things with you that I am the worst at
I love these moments that all come naturally you cannot force that
Painting a picture across from me, these are the moments that you cannot make up
I made these hi-hats from your voice so you'll still be here if we break up
Things that I want more than anything like seeing you next to me when I wake up
I'm always down for whatever you want, if you want it you just got to say something
Your love hits hard like a kick, so just like my hi-hat you're also my bass drum
You're always here when I'm sick, and your filling the void of groups I was erased from
You're always worried about my life and these girls that I'm staying away from
Every time that I got time, got to spend it with you I cannot waste none
We've been away for too long, but you never exited my mind
In a way, I think we got closer, not seeing you with my own eyes
It's only been raising my confidence so when I'm gone, I know we'll be fine
And for this album I got enough songs, but there's so much more I want to write
So much more I got to say, breathing exercises my way
Might make this song twenty-four hours, so I can write this shit all day
Then I'll make ten more just like that
Not to prove that I can rap
Not to prove that I got stacks
Just to prove I got my own back in this game
And to prove that I'm yours all the same
Can't even figure out my own name
Blast with an X, blast with a four, I don't care I'll use an A
I'm doing fine I'm doing great, the way I feel is such a shame
Got me feeling such a way, finally say it to your face
I don't know how to explain how I feel cause I don't know the root of my problems
They thinking it's you, I'm just being honest, but to me you're not a problem
If you're a problem I don't got a problem with problems, I'm more than fond of them
They saying you come with strings attached, I don't really care I want all of them
Let me just talk for a second
If I'm being honest with you
I can't keep you out of my sight
Every day and every night, I just want you right in front of my eyes
When you leave I feel so sad, and when you're here it feels so right
I can't relax, my form of counting stacks
I can't relax, my form of going back
I can't relax without you on my lap
I can't relax, girl I can't relax
I'd like to thank you for opening my life
This is the first project I've actually felt good about
My Thoughts on Receipt Paper
Thank you

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