Will This Last?

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blastwitha4

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Uh, some days I ask myself why is it so hard to rap
I know I could do it but it's been a year and a half and I've made one track
Have I lost it, have I lost it, if so how do I get that shit back
It's a chore, but I got to take my motivation out cause that shit is trash
And I adore you, girl, I adore you, but I really want my old self back, uh
I miss the days when I wasn't in love I was thinking about girls in my lap, uh
I'm so afraid I will grow up and regret all the shit I left in the past, uh
I don't just want to f*ck no more, my mind is so lost in this world I'm in need of a map
Stuck on the things that I lack
You're gone and I can't move on cause I'm thinking about that
And I'm not afraid of death because I don't want to die
I just want my kids to grow up with a dad
And I'm thinking how long will I make these songs
Because it's starting to feel like this shit will not last
And I got to move forward, I can't be stuck looking behind, waiting for those who have passed
Sometimes I ask myself why can't I stop with drinks
Like what do you think, it's like I've been pushed to the brink
Between life and death, I'm floating they ask if I'll sink
Some girls ask to link, but my heart still stained from your love like some ink did it
I'm jinxed, damnit, my mind and my heart aren't working cause they out of sync, damnit
At some point you'll be forced to choose between him and me, like what will it be
I'm drowning in water you clouding my vision I can't even see what's in front of me
It's so back and forth and I cannot stand it so I'm on my knees, and I'm begging you Please
And I will not stop, until the day that I am finally free
Stuck on the things that I lack
You're gone and I can't move on cause I'm thinking about that
And I'm not afraid of death because I don't want to die
I just want my kids to grow up with a dad
And I'm thinking how long will I make these songs
Because it's starting to feel like this shit will not last
And I got to move forward, I can't be stuck looking behind, waiting for those who have passed
All these feelings ain't reciprocated, hate it, I'm complaining about this problem when I Fucking made it
There's this song called love, and I've overplayed it, and it's gotten to the point where I Just fucking hate it
I'm debating should I remove it from my playlist, I'm feeling jaded I'm feeling so jaded
I cannot stop it and I cannot change it, don't want to think about it I don't even want to Say it
Will I make it, like will I make it, trying to get to the top but there's too much that I'm Facing
I'm complacent, where right at the bottom is where I'm staying I'm so close to the Trenches that I can taste it
Want to leave and come back in five years like I'm Mase bitch and I'm wasted
I want to play this song forever while I stare into your eyes, with my hands around your waist, bitch
Stuck on the things that I lack
You're gone and I can't move on cause I'm thinking about that
And I'm not afraid of death because I don't want to die
I just want my kids to grow up with a dad
And I'm thinking how long will I make these songs
Because it's starting to feel like this shit will not last
And I got to move forward, I can't be stuck looking behind, waiting for those who have passed

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