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Run back the reels

It was some good it was some bad it was some stuff I can even still feel
You kinda get the deal
The memories they flood in and you sometimes realized you never healed
Or maybe you did but you just can't tell because the devil tries to sit it on your windowsill
And try to make a blast from the past
A gift for the present
But the future looking real iridescent

I was a Christian long as I remember
But when I got to school it felt hard making Christ to be the center
It was always a girl and what she wanted
Trying hard to be the man but all I really did was get taunted
Just looking for a way
To get the things they all had even though for me itd be a different price to pay
For me to be rolling like that
I woulda had to trade in my crown for a different type of hat

Fast forward we in junior high now
Everybody tryna show up looking super fly now
It's do or die now
Lying bout everything from your number to your 40 to your house

Lying to impress, but just couldn't address
The reasons that my truth just didn't feel best
Everybody had lebrons and jays
I came to school with fake slides and they clowned for days
But that's where they found they identity
But see that fragility just ain't a win to me
I decided just to put it back in the Trinity
Cause high school was gonna change my proximity
But during this time my parents were pastors
And I watched as things just got faster and faster
Had a good growing body of people in the church
And the demons came in and they started on that search
To find a way to tear down what God was doing
And though they couldn't yeah they still left a little bruising
Shootin shots bow and arrow like they name was Susan
Pointing fingers everywhere just steady accusing

I watched good people go bad, cussing in the lords house
Lying bout stuff they claimed they heard from the lords mouth
Whole lotta drive but you not on the lords route
Slow dancing with Satan acting like the lords out

Freshman year of high school in a new city new Hair
People find it strange when they hear You really do care
People actually living by their faith is super duper rare

It's how I kept up my integrity
And how I'm posta shut my mouth about who blessin me
You better watch the way you come when you addressing me
Cause I got God on my side I got the best in me
But it was fine I had that slapped on my back
To just be the church kid that always gets labeled as whack
The campus priest passing out bibles
Everyone dumped em on my desk cause it wasn't vital
To them to read on that word
And if I came with it all they did was flip me that bird
Wondering am I deficient
Or maybe I'm set apart cause I got a different mission

Yo, little older now and some things just don't change
But i gotta do what's right even if they look at me strange
I had some homies leave that's been there since the ds lite
That fooled me once but guarantee you you won't do that twice
It's never been about the recognition
It's for the love but now I see they had a separate vision, I've had enough
I guess your childhood friends can't all witness the elevation

And I ain't talking ccm, I'm talking graduation
Peoples here today and gone tomorrow ain't always personal
But the things I've learned from it have just made me more versatile
People show up when they want to and efforts intentional
And I'm done apologizing for not being conventional
Made in his image and his likeness yes he did manufacture

Can't nobody tell me nothing negative bout my stature
Because he made me to lie down in green pastures
And to rebuild the way the world has seen pastors
Settled in to the role of just being the misfit
Cause Everybody listening ain't posta get this
So I get it if they say that they not rolling with this
But I gotta tell the story bout the man who did this
As I run them reels back I see that he's always covered me
And he didn't drop me off when he just had enough of me
And there's always new ways that he shows that he's loving me
He redeemed from my past and got rid of the other me
And there's some things in life that are still kinda tough for me
Like being steadfast in the midst of the suffering
Or when it just seems like the devil is stuck to me
Or even when it seems like I'm making it luckily
But I'm back in my bag and I'm not talking duffly
Not afraid anymore even if people question me
But the devil can't ever take my soul not by the hair on my Chiny chin chin I'm talking Stubbly

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