Myself

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Do you know all of the hours I've spent
Sitting in the dark black abyss of my head
I used to ride my bike alone just looking for friends
When Id find some I just didn't fit in
I was different, they insisted it persisted
My perception of reality got so fuckin' twisted
I thought that I was destined for a quick end
Instead I invested most of my actions
Into fixing all my emotions
As they reacting to all of the motions
I still can't trust shed tears fill oceans
I know I got the power to get lyrics exploding
With the pen on the track but there is a moment
For everything and I know that I want to hold it
So I need to ensure I'm prepared before I show it
If I jump too soon I will fall flat
I think we know that
So I hold back
Heart in my chest is pounding so fast
Therapist has entered the chat
Awww man how'd I know you'd say that
Awww man here we going again
No wait I know what I gotta say
Lemme tell you what I've been engraving in my brain

Uh
Yeah, I gotta catch myself cause nobody else has got me like I do
Yeah, I gotta respect  myself cause nobody else knows me like I do
Yeah, I gotta love myself cause nobody else feels me like I do
Yeah, I gotta trust myself cause nobody else I trust, yeah that's true
Yeah that's why I'm rhyming to you
Writing all these lines as I'm thinking of you
All of the people that have been coming through
My life with all these lies man f*ck all of you
You slitherin' snakes
I shiver and shake
Get outta my face
I won't hesitate
To push you away
I will not debate
Or hear what you say
Its always the same

Bullshit lines every time nah man I've had
Enough excuses for all the bruises
From ones that promised that they wouldn't do it
To family members assuming I'm a-shoo-in to be a loser
Before I was pursuing anything to even prove it
Now I'm sitting here looking back at where I was at
And I'm so proud that I can say that I've grown
Ten fold in terms of soul
No apologies that I don't fit your mold
But that's a different story that I already told
And if you wanna listen you know where you can go
And honestly you'll probably find me searching the same place
Playing all these songs just praying I find peace
But that's another topic that's locked up so tightly
That I repeat these words to myself almost nightly

Uh
Yeah, I gotta catch myself cause nobody else has got me like I do
Yeah, I gotta respect  myself cause nobody else knows me like I do
Yeah, I gotta love myself cause nobody else feels me like I do
Yeah, I gotta trust myself cause nobody else I trust, yeah that's true
Yeah that's why I'm rhyming to you
Writing all these lines as I'm thinking of you
All of the people that have been coming through
My life with all these lies man f*ck all of you
You slitherin' snakes
I shiver and shake
Get outta my face
I won't hesitate
To push you away
I will not debate
Or hear what you say
Its always the same

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