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D.F.C. Jester

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This right here
This is my heart
This is my mind
This is my soul
Just listen
First letter goes out to my beautiful kids
Not a day goes by that you're not constantly missed
I know that you feel I just up and left you
I was following my heart so I could be happy too
I know you think I'm evil scum maybe even satan
Don't take it out on yourself when it's me that you're hating
I'm hoping one day you can finally forgive me
Even though I'm not there I love you sincerely
With whatever you do I know you'll succeed
Just don't be like me and follow your dreams
And when depression and anxiety has gotten you stressed
You can go ahead and blame me cuz your dad is a mess
Morgan and Molly, I love you, it's true
I'm sorry you feel like I abandoned you
I'm sorry that I am so shitty and sad
This love letter's for you, love always, your dad
This next love letter goes out to all of my friends
You know all five of you that's here in the end
You've stuck by my side through thick and through thin
Helped me with the wars I never thought I'd win
When the battle is over and the smoke has cleared
You're the ones there to wipe the blood sweat and tears
And though I may not have been a good friend to you
You need to know you're appreciated for all that you do
From the late phone calls to the drunk texts at night
For taking my keys which started that fight
You've probably saved my life more times than you know
I love you and thank you sorry I never let it show
Countless times I've wandered and got lost
You've always brought me back no matter what the cost
And now I've gone away and changed in the end
This love letter's for you, love always, your friend
This love letter literally hurts me to write
Cuz it goes out to the one I want to make my wife
Through sickness and health for rich or for poor
Not a minute goes by that I don't want you more
You had given me your heart and I gave you mine
No matter what's next I'll love you til the end of time
Part 2 was a mistake I'm so sorry it hurt you
I hope one day you'll forgive me and know I never meant to
Lizz your my armor my heart and my soul
When I'm with you it's the only time I feel whole
It wasn't chance we met in the stars it was written
When our eyes first met you know I was smitten
You said "I love you first" that's my story I'll stick to it
Even though I wanted to before I was too scared to do shit
And at the end of our relationship I was the grim reaper
This love letter's for you, love always, your heater
To whom it may concern this is now my end
These are the last lines I'll write to my love my kids my friends
I fucked up my life and threw it in the trash
My times up now I got to do something rash
All this pain inside it's a struggle to survive
Everyone would be better if I was never alive
So to cause no more pain I've made up my choice
No gun, no rope I'll slip away quietly no noise
And in my final hours you'll be all that I see
My kids my friends my love you'll be happy without me
To the one that found my body you don't know me at all
I'm a monster, I'm a demon from heaven's a long fall
Make sure I'm cremated no publicity please
This world will go on not knowing what happened to me
The last thing I leave is this song that I wrote
It contains 3 Love Letters And A Suicide Note

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