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Alium

Alium or Alion (Ancient Greek: Ἄλιον) was a fortified town in the district of Acroreia in ancient Elis, on the borders of Arcadia. Diodorus Siculus writes that the Spartans, under command of Pausanias of Sparta, marched against Elis with 4,000 men in 402 BCE, and that the towns of Opus, Alium, Eupagium, Thraustus, and Lasion were subdued. Xenophon mentions an Arcadian raid into Elis and took several towns of Acroreia around 365 BCE. more »

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Wake up, hate just to get out of bed
Same day all week must get to my head
Morbid mental, must do what it says
Voices persuade to take to the lead
Strap held tight at the rip of my hand
Barrel up and the click of a pen
Sorry momma, I gave all I can
Safety's off now to come to an end

Wait
At fist glance my life is out of hand that's a given
But what if I can escape this inevitable fate with a hint of luck

So I tuck away the glock and say
To those voices in my head, tell 'em not today yeah
Why am I the one with lots to pay?
Only tries to live my life but these thoughts decay my brain
Pain after pain after pain
I want more to live for but everything stays the same
It's about time to make a change
There's nothing left to lose so then why remain sane?

I'm staring at a blank page, it's a life without color
I'm staring at a blank plate, slowly dying of hunger
I can not live in this way, hoping for eternal slumber or change
It's one of two ways, I won't remain to live in this pain

Holding back the strap now, gotta rain check
But I won't fully back down from the idea
That this could all be over in an instant
No more resentment if I ceased from existence
I've got a vision in my head of a perfect world
One where sorrow meets it's end and all the boys and girls
Can share a grin at the rid of toxicity
Blood spilled red from my dead enemies

So once again the glock comes out
Only difference is the barrel is not in my mouth this time
What goes always comes around
So I'm bound to take your life just like you took mine, yeah
Shot after shot after shot
I still feel so lost I guess you were not the cause
Now I'm back on this road so long
Still wishing for an end or some light to be shown

I'm staring at a blank page, it's a life without color
I'm staring at a blank plate, slowly dying of hunger
I can not live in this way, hoping for eternal slumber or change
It's one of two ways, I won't remain to live in this pain

What's left now?
Seems like I've tried it all
Should I resort to the call of chemicals to stage my downfall?
Call the plug, buy a couple rocks
Pull up on your block to catch a charge, I'm flipping drugs
I don't care no more I'm bout to die or get some bucks
If a cop pulls up with sirens I'll be poppin slugs
If money can't buy happiness then I'm straight out of luck
My conscience tries to play but every time I tell it off
It says, "Don't be stupid, you know that you could die bro"
So I hope, keep you pie hole closed
It'd still be better for my family than a suicide note
To find my rope tied corpse, tight grope to my throat, woah
For some time now I've been at the edge
Every breath comes with a bitter taste, why can't I be dead?
Every day I wish could be my wake, I lay there in bed
And these voices still persuade to me to take to the lead

So one more time I pull out the glock
Pondering on thoughts of a better life, I might just
Pull up on the plug and cut him up
Take a hundred bands and load it up in the trunk, uh
Cut after cut after cut
He took the cut of pay and pumped a slug in my gut
I just lay here in pain as I soak in the blood
Not going towards the light yet, but I'm blinded by the sun

I'm staring at a blank page, it's a life without color
I'm staring at a blank plate, slowly dying of hunger
I can not live in this way, hoping for eternal slumber or change
It's one of two ways, I won't remain to live in this pain

So the third time's the charm
Lay in the hospice bed, fresh cuts on my arm
I'm sorry mom, I can't take anymore
I've been barely hanging on, knocking on death's door for years
Tears after tears after tears
I pray you don't cry as my death draws near this time
I was only brought on this earth to die
Save those precious eyes for one better than I

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