Dying Inside

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Markie J

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Listen there's been a lot of days when I've been sad
Been sad, gon mad and I've done a lot of bad
I don't wanna do bad no more
I just wanna do good foreshore
Take a little vacation clear my mind on the beach shore
Maybe then I won't fall dead on the floor boards who knows
Things change, what's change? I don't know but I know I've been tryna find it tho
Nowadays I've been trapped in the dark days
Nowadays man I really don't feel the same
Nowadays I'm the one who's taking all the blames
I guess these days happiness is fucking hard to claim
Why me? why me? I don't understand
I been tryna stay strong tryna take a stand
I'm just tryna be the man with a big plan
To much stress on me feelin like I don't wanna be a man yeah right now right now but look
I just done found the girl of my dreams
When I'm with her I feel so complete
But I got a confession (Fession)
I've never fell in love but when I fall in love girl Ima go crazy
Go brazy
I'm saying
I ain't ever had nothing real don't blame me
Baby girl don't play me
It's been a whirlwind of emotions (Mm, mhm)
Drowning in sadness like an ocean (Mm, mhm)
I'm coming up and now I'm floating, floating
Finally peace is in my focus (Mm, mhm)
Tell me why
There's a lot of days when I wanna die
I can't even explain why
Some days I do still feel alive
It's not a lot tho I don't really wanna fight
And it feels like I don't got a lot of time
Yeah I got a lot on my mind
Been taking these drugs to the point my brain is fried
I don't understand but my head tells lies
Gotta break out the loop
Gotta take the shot and shoot
Even if we think we gon miss
We can sit around and start to reminisce
Yeah about the good old days
When we thought that things were gonna change
For the better
Yeah I should've known better
To enjoy the times when I were a kid
Playing with my toys and didn't have to pay no bills
And the days we were learning about Jack and Jill cause
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
And Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
But the king couldn't put him back together again
And everybody would gather around and laugh at him
Damn I really should've done better and been a better person
Now I am trapped with all of these curses
I got a devil on my shoulder that tells me to do things
Now everyday I'm stuck with these mood swings
It's been a whirlwind of emotions (Mm, mhm)
Drowning in sadness like an ocean (Mm, mhm)
I'm coming up and now I'm floating, floating
Finally peace is in my focus (Mm, mhm)

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