Mac Pt. 2 (Forever Young)

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Oddy Jee

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It was a pretty good day
I remember it like it was yesterday
It was warm and I wasn't at my best
But I was really trying
And I thought things would only get better unless
Unless I got some bad news that I'd feel deep in my chest
That day the music was off
But the silence was on
When I heard "Mac is gone"
I couldn't even cry
I just looked like I was dead inside
But I swear you could see the pain deep in my eyes
Oh the things I'd do to go back in time
Never thought I'd have to say goodbye
It must be a joke first of April?
No, September, seventh, twenty eighteen
I'm gonna remember this date, I have a feeling
Guess you were right when you said you'd sell nonbelievers to a temple
They bought me but I bought their ideas
That's what I thought lighting up those candles
And it still weighs heavy on my mental
Couldn't even be at your funeral
So I buried a letter
Covered up with flowers that I watered with my tears
But I hated nature
Cause what good is nature
If all it does is take the ones that matter
There's no words to describe how I felt
No words only screams
No words only tears
No witness of my distress
Only my car knows how loud
I screamed and I yelled
I admit I tried to numb it all
But how could I take the shit
That is the reason why you're gone
How could I stay alive if you couldn't
There's a thousand artists I'm listening to
So tell me why it had to be you?
A lot of time went by
Three years and a half cause yeah I'm counting the days now
I guess money can't buy happiness or time
But I never thought you'd run out of any of that
Now I feel like I got too much time
Too lucky to live the years you'll never live
Turning twenty-seven not happy about that fact
Cause I'm older than Mac
But who can understand that
Seems like every week you're in my dreams
The only place I can feel your presence near
I'm holding on to those dreams the best that I can
But I always wake up to a life that you're not in
Feeling like I lost a brother
They say you can't mourn a rapper
What if that rapper was more than that
Did more than anyone else did in your life
Made you bounce back from the floor
You were sitting on
When you cry at night
(Cry at night)
You will never be forgotten
I learned from the lessons you taught me
I hope that wherever you're at you can see it
I could never thank you enough for the things you did for me
And I carry you wherever I go
I know I'm obsessed and I can't let you go
And I know I spend way too much time on my bed crying
Way too much time replaying your saddest lyrics
And it hurts like hell
Some things you said I relate to so well
And I hate myself cause I closed my eyes
When you gave so many signs
I gave you a letter
All I talked about was me, how you influenced me
But I never ever took the time to write down
Quit those drugs or you will die
I try my best but just like everyone else I'm so selfish
It's not a lifestyle to be on drugs
It's a fucking disease
But I only learned that when it was too late
When it was nothing else to do but cry and ask God why
But none of these tears will ever bring you back
I can write a thousand songs
You'll never know how much I love you
Unless you're right above me, in that case I know you do
I guess you're frozen in time
It's been years but your face still looks the same
I'm gonna grow old wondering what you'd say at my age
But I finally understand
There's no way to bring you back
And I'm okay with that
You're probably better off where you at now
Just like you said, at least it don't gotta be no more
No more pain, no more sorrow, rest your head
I think I understand
Just like a circle you go back where you're from
The end of a life means the start of new one
Nowadays the silence is off
And your music is on
You'll always be in my heart
Forever young

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