Wishing Death

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(I wanna tell you how I see it)
(Friends can be better than many things)
(But 32 from the clip in my heart)
(That's what this feels like)
(Aria made this)
Never swallow your pride
For the abundance it takes
Gambling against my life
Never cared about the stakes
Grew up in the land of dreams
Happy as an outcast of the world
They never teach mental imbalance
I guess you can say it's a lesson learned
As the decade began to turn
The evil of humanities discerned
The bridges of friendship
To me are better off burned
You shoulda left me to my dreams
But they'll still be wishing death
I'm counting up all of my blessings
When I woke up and took a breath
Another day, another morning
What's the world to teach today
It's taught me in these last few weeks
That no-one can help you in anyway
I just wanted to prove myself
But he said he wasn't feeling it
Did you care how much it hurt
But I refuse to feel defeated
I did two years of accepting this
Getting denied every time is accurate
I won't speak on my music
Until a single person is interested
I heard chicken been talking again
Let me tell my side of the story
He used to bully me for being me
Have fun with the baggage you carry
Don't you ever speak on me
When you don't know a fucking thing
I want you to be held accountable
For the lives you made a misery
Once a loser always a loser
I heard that plenty times before
Once a bully always a bully
But it's not like you even care at all
Never swallow your pride
For the abundance it takes
Gambling against my mind
Never cared about the stakes
Grew up in the land of dreams
Happy as an outcast of the world
They never teach mental imbalance
I guess you can say it's a lesson learned
As the decade began to turn
The evil of humanities discerned
The bridges of friendship
To me are better off burned
You shoulda left me to my dreams
But they still wishing death
I'm counting up all of my blessings
When I woke up and took a breath
Bless my lucky stars I'm here
But never I forgot when I lived in fear
Getting lost in the stories I wrote
Was my way of telling how reality appears
15 I stopped caring bout school
And focused writing my remedy
My adderall, numbing the pain
Of betrayal keeping a hold of me
It seemed like every friend I made
Were the ones turning into snakes
Every single conversation we had
Those smiles really showed your fangs
Chambers, his mind definitely was
He snaked an entire group for another
People like this in the world
Leave me thinking, why do I bother?
Left in a trail of broken promises
Left in the trash like I'm expendable
I don't care if I don't have friends
I made it here alone, I'll do this alone
All of the troubles I encountered
Are the reason I can't trust anyone
I put it on every second I have
My passion can be listened to by everyone
Never swallow your pride
For the abundance it takes
Gambling against my mind
Never cared about the stakes
Grew up in the land of dreams
Happy as an outcast of the world
They never teach mental imbalance
I guess you can say it's a lesson learned
As the decade began to turn
The evil of humanities I discerned
The bridges of friendship
To me are better off burned
You shoulda left me to my dreams
But they still wishing death
I'm counting up all of my blessings
When I woke up and took a breath
(Five years later and your still talking)
(I didn't expect anything less)
(To be honest I love the hate now)
(Kids strive to better then this)
(Daddy)

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