I used to want what you got

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Aye, I used to want what you got... Yeah
I used to want what you
I remember wanting buss downs and bad bitches
Hitting switches, fresh fitted's
Expensive linens, A rap career was the golden ticket
I could be Wayne or Hov, I may be, a little different
But I wanted there success, by any means Im finna get it
Ha ha ha
I played myself
I ain't realized what it took to make a name for myself
I had the bars but not the courage to obtain there wealth
I stepped back to get entuned with myself
I used to want what you got
Pablo Esco, moving weight over seas
Biggest drug operation that the world has ever seen
Keep a lot of police and hitta's on my team
Whatever it took to get to the green
Money's the dream, Ma!
I used to want what you had
Jesus was everything
In your saddest moments
You'd cry out and call on his name
Holy ghost filled felt so impossible to obtain
Gave up on that hide and seek game
I used to want what you got, Big bro
Your personalities vast
You never sat down on your ass
Your always out for a bag
And sis your independence
I admire so bad
As a teen you made it out of the pad
I used to want what you got, Dot
The west coast legend
MJ's Neverland Ranch
The average convicted felon
Every big booty chick that had a good pair of melons
Long as she was on my arm and it's telling
I used to want for alot
The plot thickened and damn
Landed in therapy to try to figure out who I am
Shit I used to think mental health therapy was a sham
But now I see the red flags of mental health in my fam
And they blind to it
Niggas be slaves to a name
Jordans, Dior, your slaved to a whip and a chain
Ferrari's, and cuban links, status on the brain
Plantations recruiting niggas and y'all falling for the game
It took me many moons to see my people still in chains
Everybody claiming woke like it's easy to obtain
I used to want for everything, my ego was in pain
I'm stretching thin, outside in, I can finally see the strain
Hold up...
I am not the nigga with colored hair and face tats
I ain't make the Forbes doing business deals and hustle raps
I have no idea what it's like to push coke over seas
My Family I love but I see the need for some therapy
Drop the substances, and identify what you truly need
I ain't talking God, The gospels in you if your truly free
Focus on the now, not the future, that's how you sow a seed
Yall be smoking weed cause you can't manage your anxiety
Question...
Do you know yourself?
Do you spend time in your garden?
Do you grow yourself?
Can you even say that your living?
Do you hold yourself?
Accountable for all the lack
It's time I give you some facts, I'm providing wealth
Im preachy, and y'all don't like that shit
Victims always be making excuses cause they like that pit
You be trying to lend them a hand and they smack that shit
Then they try to blame it on you
Well that's as low as it gets
I had to undergo a paradigm shift, adopted some new thoughts
Being a better me took seeing myself in all faults
I Questioned everything, even the things that my parents taught
They did the best they could with what they had
There's no love lost
Only love gained, I see the world through a clearer frame
I'll push love till the day I die, and try to never shame
Wanting what you got, was just my ego trying to feel inflamed
The day I choose me, is the day that nothing was the same
Nothing was the same... Naw
I, I used to want you got,
I used to want what you had,
I used to want what you wanted
Naw
Naw
Oh
And now I chose me
Elevate

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