Broken Promises

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Nick Austin

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I didn't know that you needed a way to get out till you left
I didn't know that you needed a way to run out on the one that has had your back
I didn't know that you needed to treat me the way
That you feel about you when you're lonely and mad
I tried my best
If I was worth all the time that we wasted then you are not worth hearing what I confess
I know it's in one ear and out the other, the way that I felt never mattered to you
I know it's one tear then two tears then fucking to try and forget how we do what we do
You've been a million miles away from the day that we met
I was just lost up in space with you
It wasn't till I was grounded that I noticed you never left
That's what you do
You say I'm a star you can have and I'll go to your planet to light up the darkness just Come up and touch me
But you never told me your gravity was so much different
I figured you knew my astrology
Figured you knew what we could become
So I got lost in what I saw that was
When I looked up at you after I realized you never came back with me I knew you were Unstable and trying to combust
I was the matter you took in to snuff
I am a product of all your toxicity
I am the knowledge subconsciously sent to me
I am the rage in the monster you made of me
I am the cage and the cave where you banished me
The most insane person I've met in my life and no matter how hard that I try I can't seem to know why
I am drawn to this energy I know is bad for me
You're toxic and textbook abusive, see here lies my problem I'm beaten down by what I've done
So my sense of self worth is what I have become through these people like you who just up and they run
Gotten so close and felt nothing but love, of course I am drawn to you because I've known you
My life has been riddled by you doing what you do I just don't get it I feel like I would but My blessings are curses especially you
Latest and greatest lesson that I've learned and I'm honored to have you be next in the Book
Thank you for being the best disappointment I've known
Your mind is the reason I wont overlook
Who's to say destruction is destructive
I'm accustomed to your cunning
I'm reluctant to your loving
Was conductive to seduction
You were nothing but deduction
You're disgusting in abundance
Now I'm trusting nothing
Now I'm on a substance
How'd you get to be so deconstructive
I won't follow your instructions
You're productive with your busting
I'm productive in my judgment
You're corrupted in redundance
I need something
I need something now before I lose my soul
So bring me back to life, resuscitate my running
Must go back to fucking
Just go back to suffering
Leave me by myself, I need no love for nothing
Need no love for fucking nothing
No I can't stay around for you to do the things you do
No I can't wait around to watch you be yourself
I know, I know you think it's been all my fault, you just can't see the truth
You do what you do, it won't be to me from here on out
I wish you did it different
I wish you held my vision
I wish you weren't suspicious
Yeah, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
You weren't so lost in you
You're gonna drown in all your broken promises
After the shit that we've been through
I can't believe that you did this
I mean I know I'm not the smartest of people
But I figured I would have more common sense than this
I hold myself to high standards because I've been hurt by the lowest advantages
I set the bar for the people who wouldn't do damage, is this what I get for my trust
You f*ck around and leave me out like nothing you love
How can you live with your two different lives
How can you give when you cannot survive
How did you get this one over on my sense of pride
Now I can't think right, I'm just here to try and define my whole life
You're not allowed to tell me that you tried
I believed everything, it was all lies
And now I realize that I might have a harder time constructing new foundations for someone who's worth my time
That's if I get through what you left behind
You do you and I'll do me don't think you can come by
If this is what you want, then make it everything you need
If this is how you thought you'd be relieved from nothing wrong with you and me then please
Go back to doing what you want, consider this the last you'll ever see of me
Hope you find whatever you convinced me I don't have in me
I know
Everything you're saying in your head seems to make sense
But there's still a part of you that won't let
You believe your bullshit
I know who you are and I know who you cannot stop pretending to be for some reason
Yeah go get your keys then
And go drinking
You deserve your freedom if you thought you were a slave, then
But the only chains that
You were locked in
We're the ones that
You had made when
You had taken
Some advice that you began thinking
From the vice that you made up because you don't face shit
You just come up with some bullshit
For excuses
I don't know how you can manage to be so damn ruthless and weak, you choose this
Don't call me up and ask me to come through cause I won't this is it for me I swear to god
I cannot help you unless you help whoever you have become
No I don't hate you
I've just moved on
I won't debate someone who has been gone
I can't relate to you anymore, I am just lost
I am just lost
You showed me signs that I should have seen way back when we had first met
I should have known better, so much regret, I need to work to get you out my head
If you feel better that I am left basically dead, use it to know that I'm not on the map
Don't come back trying to dig up a grave that you chose to bury up in cement
Please don't forget
No matter the shit you pull tryna get me to come back
I'll always remember your gravity's different than mine
I'll always remember the mess
It's mine now to deal with
Know you had the best
Remember my face when you're stressed
Think about what it had said
When you are alone in your bed
I've put you to rest
I've put you to rest
Who's to say destruction is destructive
I'm accustomed to your cunning
I'm reluctant to your loving
Was conductive to seduction
You were nothing but deduction
You're disgusting in abundance
Now I'm trusting nothing
Now I'm on a substance
How'd you get to be so deconstructive
I won't follow your instructions
You're productive with your busting
I'm productive in my judgment
You're corrupted in redundance
I need something
I need something now before I lose my soul
So bring me back to life, resuscitate my running
Must go back to fucking
Just go back to suffering
Leave me by myself, I need no love for nothing
Need no love for fucking nothing
No I can't stay around for you to do the things you do
No I can't wait around to watch you be yourself
I know, I know you think it's been all my fault, you just can't see the truth
You do what you do, it won't be to me from here on out
I wish you did it different
I wish you held my vision
I wish you weren't suspicious
Yeah, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
You weren't so lost in you
You're gonna drown in all your broken promises

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