Introspection

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Heathcliff

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(It's Ricci)
Yeah
Yeah
I've been thinking a lot
About me
You know?
Yeah
I look inside my mind, where's It at?
These kinda' visions keep me going, but still, where I sat
Is in my room, with these decisions, losing faith in that
In the strength of intuition, blinded cant react
I feel, as though the low blows go deeper, it shows
How my life is, so empty and it's keeping me froze
I got this music thing, it's probably all I got keeping me sane
Write a minute on this beat to oddly empty out my brain
It's all good
But, can I make it?
Hope I could
Thinking, so much, stressing on my future, if I should
If I would
Seeing others make it out the hood
Misunderstood
Like my purpose only come from where I stood
What's my excuse?
They out their own hood, breaking it loose
While I grew up with my Bishops, moms and pops gave me the Juice
I can't refuse
To give up on my own dues
To my mental, know that I'm the only me filling my own shoes
Reflecting, searching for the cues to enjoy my own youth
Spread my message out to you
Life is tough, I know, but sometimes
I be in the blues
I'll keep it true
I ain't really got that much to see through
Yeah, these middle-class problems, I know what it do
I'm sounding privileged, with my problems seeming minuscule
But, I'm struggling, I hope that you can see it, too
Even though, we from some opposites, no Red and Blue
Yeah
I see the world and wonder where I am
Significance of self love wasn't in my plans
But, it seems as though that obstacle is in my hands
I gotta find myself before I grow from boy to man
That mental growth is what I need, no, I can't reprimand
My conscience can't be silenced, keeping me reminded and-
I'm thinking everyday of how my choices lead me here
Can't say, that I'm happy, but it could it worse I hear
Other homies strung up off the molly and the beer
'Cause they were pushed into it from the problems of they peers
Feel as though that would me if I ain't battle that for years
Like, if I chose to take part of it and sink into my fears
You see, I'm too naïve, to believe that my grieve ain't bound to leave
Look at the trees, I know that Fall is bound to leave
Envision sanctity, its safe to see, my sacred dreams is full of love
Hope reality can thread the seems
I know, that strength comes from hard times like this
Keeping it moving, I just hope that I can find my bliss
The world don't stop when you do, you know, I've known since a Jit
The hurt be Panasonic, VHS be jammed and that's it
Self seclusion, yeah I'm so deluded
Bad delusion to myself, I keep myself secluded
Sheltered self, I shelve my mind and keep my body moving
Dangerous methods, meth heads, thinking in my brain its shooing
Solidarity for calmness, that's me and my conscience
Agreeing that the way to settle down is to con sense
Condescending is forgetting all my worries often
Off in my own space to keep my brain content
What I'm saying, is I feel as if I try to cope
With all my worries and my choices trying not to choke
To compromise my own future, that's my fear to note
Dealing with internal conflict as I stay afloat
Searching for guidance, as my pride keeps me sealed away
Can't admit my insecurities from day to day
I know that life is too short to live on with the pain, but I'll make it soon
Hopefully, I'll see the day
Yeah

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