Focus/ADHD

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Mikky

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Focus is a concept I cannot get my mind off
The irony is visible, in physical I slide off
Drifting in my own world, it's something that I can't control
It's unsustainable, I know, and yet I've seemed to last a whole
Seventeen years and counting, I keep the head bouncing
Tapping out a drum pattern in the hope the sound fits
Mikky ain't about shit, I listen to the whispers
But they'd be just the same as me if they were put up in this
Mental state indifferent, regardless of emotional
Keep the music in the focal, pushing past the past total
Dragging one foot after the other on the lonely road
Hoping in the hopes I break records nearly no one's broke
I may have got the life I've asked for so far
But I'ma gross a quarter of a billion, so I'll go hard
But it's hard when I keep on losing focus
Forgetting where I'm at, losing track of this hope shit

I turn the lights off, to keep my mind on
Staying super hyperfocused till the time's gone
And I'ma grind on, until I slide off
Staying super hyperfocused is what I want
The grass ain't green though, I go beast mode
And then I just forget it happened and repeat, no, nah
The grass ain't green though, cause I know what's on the other side

Focus is a concept I cannot get my mind off
The irony is lost though, concentrate and write songs
Pen up in my right hand and maybe I can right wrongs
Or maybe I should leave them in the past and just ride on
Ride on like a lawnmower, sure it might be right to speak up but I'm talked over
So I'm back in the depths of my head again
It's been a few nights since I've left again
It's like I'm heavensent with devils on my shoulders
A burnt out recluse, setting levels till I'm older
Got a gentle cold shoulder, feeling colder as I'm older
Is the spark I had gone, or had I only ever stole one?
Roll up like the sleeping bags that get deep
Underneath my eyes when I don't get sleep
Cause it's hard when I keep on losing focus
Forgetting where I'm at, losing track of this hope shit

I turn the lights off, to keep my mind on
Staying super hyperfocused till the time's gone
And I'ma grind on, until I slide off
Staying super hyperfocused is what I want
The grass ain't green though, I go beast mode
And then I just forget it happened and repeat, no, nah
The grass ain't green though, cause I know what's on the other side

I turn the lights off, to keep my mind on
Staying super hyperfocused till the time's gone
And I'ma grind on, until I slide off
Staying super hyperfocused is what I want
The grass ain't green though, I go beast mode
And then I just forget it happened and repeat, no, nah
The grass ain't green though, cause I know what's on the other side

A lack of dopamine, fixing habits hopefully
Going off the rails in reality, it's sobering
Losing myself totally, it's something that I won't believe
Until I see effects, and I do, is there any hope for me?
I'm barely coping, see me breaking, flipping over the
Tables, defying expectations, I'll be the greatest
That's the path I'm headed to, you see it's written in my name, but
I can't seem to maintain focusing
Drink the bottle, don't believe
The shit they telling me, just let it be, and let it go so endlessly
It's hard to carve a legacy, in the dark, it's "pass the Hennessy"
A ten percent chance and I'ma go and take ten of these
Don't tell me do shit, I'll reply and say make me
I'm past the point of caring, so just go ahead and hate me
There's bigger fish to fry in my life that have changed me
But that's just how it works when you're stuck with ADHD

Mental disorders, I got a couple of them
Brain doesn't work the way it should, and I love it often
To be honest, I can hate it at times
But I'm learning I can live with it, I'm making it mine
I hate wasting my time feeling sorry for myself
Sick of being sick, sickened by the pictures on my shelf
Of past times when I maybe felt better
But the progress is unmatched and the world better
Be prepared for when I come back smarter and faster
I'm marking my targets, and then I blast them and pass them
I'm casting my line but I ain't going fishing, man
I've been in my bag like an Aussie Larry Fisherman
I was the best kept secret, and still I am
An old soul, still don't know how to Instagram
So go ahead and hate me
I'm focused on some other shit, stuck with ADHD

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