Still in Control

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Casey Cupples

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I feel the war deep inside
Pulling left pulling right
Things have clouded my mind
Can't say I'm feeling right but I know
I still have Hope
Through all of this pain
Your Still in Control
Woah Woah
I feel the war deep inside
Pulling left pulling right
Things have clouded my mind
Can't say I'm feeling right but I know
I still have Hope
Through all of this pain
Your Still in Control
Woah Woah
Lord you were with me as a kid when I was by myself
Mom always slept so I had to occupy myself
Mom I ain't saying this to make you sad
I love you higher than the sky, don't feel bad
Dad, Listen up I'm talking here
Failing you has always been one of my biggest fears
You always had to work, hey I get it now
But I missed you as a kid, dang its hard thinkin bout it now
Ten years old and I was hooked on porn
But y'all never found out cus I was always alone
Y'all tried to do your best, I was private school educated
Went to a Christian school but always felt pretty hated
Skipped ahead a few years me and dad moved away
Then I found a few things I could use to cope with pain
Started with sex so I wouldn't feel quite alone
But the feelings never helped with what was really goin on
Wanted something different so I went to my teachers home
They called it statutory rape, but I knew what was going on
Then she got fired people found out what was going on
Everybody talked but no one really cared to check up on
Round about the same time I started smoking weed
Then I started getting drunk to try to cope with me
Pills, tobacco, spice and so on
I was too messed up to know much of what was going on
Already had my first kid, bout to have another
When she was born I was too high to remember
Then outta nowhere Jesus came and showed up
Changed my life for the better, then I had to grow up
Married the woman of my dreams, years later I was a Pastor
Seen amazing things happen as I served the Master
Then I messed up big, got real stressed, depressed
Screwed around then I found myself a mistress
Moved back home and by the grace of God my wife too
but almost killed myself with that pistol on the shelf, dude
Couldn't take the pain of those I did so wrong around me
But Jesus you were there and your angels to surround me
Prolly took six months to forgive myself
But my wife forgave me when it happened, dang she's something else
Couple years later I been blessed to serve my God again
I ain't saying I'm perfect, but I'm walking with the Lord again.
I feel the war deep inside
Pulling left pulling right
Things have clouded my mind
Can't say I'm feeling right but I know
I still have Hope
Through all of this pain
Your Still in Control
Woah Woah
I feel the war deep inside
Pulling left pulling right
Things have clouded my mind
Can't say I'm feeling right but I know
I still have Hope
Through all of this pain
Your Still in Control
Woah Woah

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