Darkest Hours

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Owen Haibach

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I hope that Gods been looking out lately, cause I've been needing it
It seems that i fall back to twisted habits when this season hits
Pixels stay running through my head, cold and dead, I'm left weak and thin
I'm reaching out for answers, pain hides the ones that are deep within
To fill a void inside of me I'm fucking struggling
So much that i don't have the strength to let my brothers in
So I'd rather hang with strangers known through other men
And block out friends and family because they just don't understand
That this habit has total fucking control of me
I walk around with a plastic face, they don't notice me
Inside my head the same mannequins standing over me
Demanding that i give up the fight and just go to sleep
Bags so dark under my eyes my family don't know it's me
Working on coping i push away people close to me
Pain in my chest as i lay to rest all my broken dreams
Weight off my chest as i lay to rest all my broken dreams

I was going downhill we had the brakes cut
Early morning antics while lacking power to wake up
Wake up in a panic lost my peace so imma make some
Stranded off a Xanax makes it hard for me to stay up
I was going downhill we had the brakes cut
Early morning antics while lacking power to wake up
Wake up in a panic lost my peace so imma make some
Stranded off a Xanax makes it hard for me to stay up

Yeah
I'm Ashlee Simpson after that day
Flashbacks to using my kneecaps as ash trays
Stab my hands with glass haunted by the past, trapped inside a maze
Craving types of love that i might've felt but you never gave
Girl i put you on back your feet, then watched you walk away
Make my way back to the place with no sun
Desiccated when in the AM after watering stumps
Man I've been pushed to the edge like i ain't suffered enough
Heavy hearted, much to confess, I start to falter I'm slumped
Left with diluted emotions, muted explosions and such
Wasps eating butterflies, thoughts are corrosive as f*ck
I've let em eat at me for too long i've made my home on the cusp
And I'm speeding on the way home can't never wait for a rush

Yeah
Rubble and dust from the ground up, an abyss I'm in
Wait for a rush and you might not like what you finna get
Graspin pretend love when i'm in between new medicines
I just can't settle in, my pleasures in my skeletons
Rubble and dust from the ground up, an abyss I'm in
Aim for exceptions, ain't no lesson learned from eloquence
I just can't settle in, my pleasures in my skeletons

I was going downhill we had the brakes cut
Early morning antics while lacking power to wake up
Wake up in a panic lost my peace so imma make some
Stranded off a Xanax makes it hard for me to stay up
I was going downhill we had the brakes cut
Early morning antics while lacking power to wake up
Wake up in a panic lost my peace so imma make some
Stranded off a Xanax makes it hard for me to stay up

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