The Beginning

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Realrich Ocho

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Writing this letter to myself
Yea the old me wouldn't listen
I try so hard to hold my breath
But that don't protect my vision
Steady thinking bout what I left
Did I make the right decision
Gone get cramped if I go stretch I know that's gone cause division
I been preaching to my brother I ain't been livin perfect neither
I been so happy my daddy that luh bitch the broke the needle
Granny happy that he home but he get wrong then she gone beat
Member waking up to fights at night at night like fly me back to Meka
Feel like I worked a 9 to 5 since 99 been working fa my people
From the ages 5 to 9 I faced the judge he told me what I needed
Better yet he asked me what I want then turn his back nd said no you don't
Really ain't yo choice till you get grown they flood my house destroy my home
My mom into it wit my grandma while my pops locked up in prison
I ain't seen him in bout 6 years he done
canceled all our visits
Like chill nd let me do my sentence
Everytime y'all come up here I wanna leave out this bitch witch'a make me a killer
Have you really ever had to choose from yo parents
When that love shit out the window gotta measure they standards
When your daddy broke as f*ck can't even afford you no sandals
But yo moma getting by just got a house right by candler?
Aint know discussion they gone tell you the answer
You gotta move
Dont give no fucks if you in love with the teacher you changing schools
Don't give no damn they scream your name in the bleachers they finna boo
Yea they gone buck is you gone walk out or beat 'em what you gone do
Ahh nahhh nah
I had a hard time grew up wit love the man a above my feelings all tied
He think he tuff when it's enough I cross the jaw line
We call his bluff and ruffed him up now he a sad guy
Ma say I swing just like my pops now I'm the bad guy
I cried enough in my last cry
Thought you slid enough on yo last slide
Get hit wit some shit my papa shot from a past life
Yea I know thats right
Writing this letter to myself
Yea the old me wouldn't listen
I try so hard to hold my breath
But that wont protect my vision
Steady thinking about what I left
Did I make the right decision
Gone get cramped if I don't stretch I know that's gone cause division
I been preaching to my brother I ain't been living perfect neither
I been so happy for my daddy that lil bitch done broke the needle
Granny happy that he home but he get wrong then she gone beat him
Remember waking up to fights at night like fly me back to Meka
He damn near caught 3 more bodies locked in that cage thinking bout us
I'm on the outside with no father you could say we both was ruff
He done caught so many charges they done damn near pulled they plug
If my grandma wasn't a high chief pigs would have left him in the mud
When he touched down I showed him love
We both broke down let's reconstruct
Been gone too long I need a hug
Even though I'm grown ion Give no fucks
Your youngins need you in they life
Can't dodge the mirrors just hit the light
Go face the beast but they gone fight
Before everything get dark tonight

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