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The idealization that you had of me
You were floating in the air
With an image of myself
That no one ever could've ever ever reach
It's an illusion
Everything that

I've been, lost in this body
Consume your lust, but at what cost
In this hallow
Shell of a body, hell of somebodies
Idealization about me
I go past

time
Give none of your thought
To false idols
Highlight reels
Of the social media

Comparisons
Well dig yourselves
A little deeper
Idealization
Feel it

the perception of dialogue
the stifling of idealization

in my eyes, i have found
a higher sense of self
what is the mind without these--
pathetic inventions?

An he will take a mile
Man the way that this Yes man
Can manipulate lie to your face
A vampire on an escapade
Idealization a con-artist
Using a non profit

before me this vessel full of hopes
Idealizations that blind our real nature
You take the pattern to devour and vomit it
So we turn into wandering ghosts

of this life as kid wanting to be a man
Raising cups, raising hands, it was all part of the plan
His idealization of his manhood
This is what a mans

authorization
For your own idealization
Of our recreation
And who provides you compensation
For compartmentalization
Of conceptualization in perpetuation
To keep

little bubble 
Suddenly I find I'm stalling on line 
Just to be told I've been fooled, it slipped by 

Idealization 
Might reach my destination 
If not for

and affected

Come with me and together
We will boil the weather
Disinfect the air, let's re-start in a pristine place

Irrational idealization
When we refuse

Allergies in season, lungs having trouble breathing
Grey matter sinking in to
No idealization, mistaken identity forgiven
Why so sure, that death will endure?

Sometimes idealization does its job
And I inexplicably live up
To some weird, questionable standard
Then a mysterious, beautiful human being
With all its

I should know by now
There's nothing left of you
Idealizations of a young man
Ignorant in youth
Manifestations of
Self inflicted abuse

And I should

It's something to mourn someone you had
It's something else to mourn someone you never had
A skewed, idealization of women led to my rep's demise

Looking to be no wife,
Stalker's idealization
Single mother, or parents to your kids
Nah nah nig
Nigga get it right
All up on me like you haunt me
I throw

To the way I used idealization as a defense mechanism
Against all this unregistered childhood pain
Unregistered hypercam, unregistered sex offender

I swear I wont decieve you
As long as I'm in vain
But I won't belive in the
"Piece, soap and idealization"
Dont turn upside your carpet
Cause I'm

admiration, my acclamation, hyper fixation, idealization
When one side is frozen
I cling onto the notion
That your heart will reopen
And not leave mine to be

Textbook case of my "Favorite Person"
Shift from constant idealization
To wishing I could just let go
Change in tone, no response, not included, ay
Body

out of,
from the world of the living

far

of your idealizations

denying

your social masks

to the other side

of your reality
.

cloudy quiet

idealizations 

So you think you wanna fight with me? 
So you think you wanna gaslight me?
Kick and punch at everything i am? 
You know, I love you 
But i stand

the time of day
But I don't want my trauma to get in the way
I have got suicide idealization disorder
Many times during any given period I want to die
I want

by the idealization
Of places you haven't dared to explore
You remain enfolded within lukewarm discomfort
No matter how high the toll

Branches rustle

peek-a-boo thrills
That wore on
Make for my strong
Cowardice
It nears a delusion
Did I hop in a mere idealization
Lead to a trail to frustration

Dream around