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of the year
Ain't nobody in my league, only God that I fear

Young nigga, can tell you scared to run with him
Got a gun with him, aiming at whoever come with

be different to make a difference
Stop living life in them old pages
My time is short and my chances slim
That's why I speak with bold phrases...
What

to the dollar we ain't have no change
To get through those cold winter nights we had to hear the house with a stove
Staying true to my self got no shame in being

Me and Jesus the Pimp in a '79 Granada Last Night

The Coup

Steal This Album

as the ambulance flies 
Reminds me of midnight in a dopefiend's eyes 
And my 9-year-old self as paramedics leave 
Left to ball my eyes out on a neighbor's sleeve

whole screen
No more block spins on my old tings
Treat em like the old streets
Had my time wit em now we OGs
Queen from the OC
I be tellin her she thang

this a letter to my Pops but in song form so it pops
(But in song form so it pops)
I was 13 years old when I first got arrested
Smoking marijuana with my

Nigga, ain't nobody checkin' for me... except my granny
She two decazoids away from a century, she turned forty years old twice
She not gon' be around for

16 I was being a bitch
17 I got famous
And by 18 I was dead

High up the first year
Then next year the fallout
Then X died, my world crashed
Life gave

Stone cold shatter glass and break bones, Imma 
old soul trynna claim my lonely throne and I 
Don't know what's the point of moving forward 
In

Beautiful Skin

Goodie Mob

Still Standing

1998

amends, both sides clicked
True friends, since then, years done gon by
Brought a baby girl into this world, made our parents grandfolks
Household with no

Introvert I usually hate conversations
But this was the happiest I've felt with a soul since a couple ages
Feelings like no other woke the love from

When I was 11 I was hit with depression
Relentless obsessions made me feel pathetic
When i was 13 only thing on my mind
Was ending it all committing

the limit
Learned that at 12 years old
They gone say o really?
Till' you really do it
As soon as they see it they sold
I stay ten toes down with my back

by my grind like the shaker
Mind my behavior
I park the car for the valet
Set the table for the waiters
Totally self sufficient with a
Whole lot

Nobody share my views
Stay silent Kawhi what it do 
Think you the shit with your ultra boosts
You dead as fuck that shits old news
Gonna get the jewels so

I’m riding around by myself sometimes yea
It’s better just do it ya self sometimes yea
Old ways I say good bye yea
I’m just looking for some good

Find it lost in the mist of the violence
Woke from ah dream by da sirens
Nightmares when I open my eyelids
Bullets fly dey pilots is it why there

the family by my side its like fruition
13 years lost by my side, never noticed
Hadn't given love, I was growing
Ever since I came I never looked back
The 1AM

motherfucker, but I feast with the rebels
But I feast with the rebels

Shoutout to Em, I wouldn't be shit
10 years old bumping not afraid bitch
I'm not afraid

I've been doing this shit since I was 13
Only been a year, but it's feeling like at least three
Every time it goes by, I'm feeling more free
Then I

wearin' 'em to school
Nigga, I'm talkin' 'bout
I'm havin' a full-blown conversation with my pops 
While he choppin' up on a, on a plate
Choppin' up

stayed with the same old sessioners

Never asking questions just

Self medicating and pretending like we're having fun

So tame, ketamine and cocaine

Bags

the grocery
Store with my daughter, and I have
A really great conversation about
Fresh juice and, you
Know and at the end they say, "Oh
You’re not that bad

all them shawties
Class half days
Daddy day care for all them
Mothers with them paves paid
Time heals all
Distance I treat as blessings
Pain inside my