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Time past by time flies ออกไปไกล
เเต่กูต้องเริ่มใหม่ reset my mind
กู been trying, trying, trying to fight
Get the drugs and  the pain ออกไป 
Maybe

ain't proud of[00:16.22]Like poppin pills and smokin weed all day this shit is louder[00:19.66]Than anything you rollin Ima stay high with the clouds

I get fomo when I'm all alone at night
So I pop a pill and tell myself that I'm alright
I'm blinded by the bright beaming city light
I have a drink

Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm off of four pills
I must be dead this shit don't feel real
I was so dumb for letting her grab the whip
Let it take control see

Watch everyday as the time flies by
Thinkin' oh fuck

Watch everyday as the time flies by
Thinkin' bout my feelings lookin'At the sky
Wondering how

Day by day I'm fighting depression 
Fighting demons and still no succession 
Taking pills cause of my obsession 
I scream like a maniac, that's my

Stackin' up these blue pills ain't no time to chill
Gotta hustle every day it's the blue dollar bill
In the blue city lights where dreams come real

down by one by one
40 year old rappers thinking they're hot shit
What's this piss doing around
Acting like he's a cool motherfucker
Say a lot of words

mortalized on shirt
Another will notarized by the clerk
Over like a quarter pound and a purse
For whatever bitch got his dicked whipped
Them pills ill advised

yeah)
Rockstar jeans you can tell by the stitch
(lets go)
Rockstar life I'm living it quick (rockstar)
First to drop is the winner in this (yeah)
First

more

Breaking into my heart
dig into my eyes
Stole what I won't get back now
Everyday I drink these pills to numb the pain
But get lost of the time

tell me the price, I'm runnin' from drugs, but chased by the high
Goddess bitch, you playin' God and shit, so why should I commit?
Empty
I spark me

I just want to be a rockstar, yeah
I was raised by them rastas, yeah
We still ducking from them cop cars, yeah
Off a pill I go off to Mars, yeah

by she said she seen me in the club
In the project x party where I ran into my plug
Think he tryna overdose he got three pills on his tongue
I just

Haunted by you
Haunted by you
By you
Sometimes I feel haunted in this state of mind
Sometimes shit go wrong I'm like is this a sign?
Maybe I'm just

soldiers up in the sky
And ever since this morning
It's been a hell of a night
I been drinking poppin pills
Like every night
Am I doing wrong but I know
I

Yeah, I been feeling so depressed
Empty bottles by my bed
Lotta pills in my head
But I'm still feeling so depressed

And lately I've been so confused yeah

nights I was thugging, I was jigging on them pills
When shit was getting sticky, had his feet right by my side

And I played ball with Milly, play with

make music so when they bury me
I get loved for once, and then I go to bed
13 pills digest and then I hold my head
Melting walls and bleeding bones
I

in takes me out of this moment with you
With you
I still get scared sometimes
Overwhelmed by insecurity oh what if you get bored of me
And change your

of haunting,
My nights, my days, or any other places
Are darkened by the brightest screens now
Millions to like and millions to follow
Red or blue is the pill I

I got cold sweats,I keep doing pills
To go to sleep, I pour a four, this not NyQuil
You crossed the line, that shit wasn't right
Got my mind filled

And I'm still him
Yeah I'm still trim
Poured another six today
Like I'm still ill
Seen dude get shot in his face
But I'm still chill
Bullet missed me by

They say you're addicted, back to popping pills
Just to fill, the emptiness that I feel
They say you're addicted, and blinded by the wisdom
I know you