B Z O W !

I don't wanna talk shit But if I burn someone it's gon' be some wok shit And if I make a trial it's gon' be some mock shit 'Cause everything I do is art on a canvas, that's smock shit I don't care if people listen I've got glitter and I know I'm gonna glisten Ears or the eyes or the straight down pissin' Long as people know they don't know what they're missin' Livin' in the kitchen Or just crying in the shower Self-care or self-empowered I don't know the difference Wishin' I was downtown kissin' Someone who is not in remission Now you'll be trippin Lookin' up that definition And it's just some sad shit wistin' Walking back home while it's mistin' Always the condition Every time I'm down they bring it up, say I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna leave and lose my soul I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna be where everybody knows I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna lie and lose my soul I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna die, yeah, yeah, yeah Living on the earth Everything you see From the grass to the water to the leaves to the trees And all the creatures in between Seem inseparable from your psyche Tryna keep it high key Every single song Somewhere in the tone I know I went wrong Because it ain't about me Everything involves every single living creature around me Say that he's found me Somewhere in the ground bound down by a crown Seems pretty unreal but I'm down to surround Every person in every country town Try every herb and then try to brew it Make close friends with every animal and druid Still keep it fluid Even though I'm awkward as hell Every hip-hop pop beat's got that swell Is it honest? I can never tell Like a fucking white-washed ghost of a shell I talk and get Scarlett, starstruck Every time I'm drunk I'm out at a bar, fuck everybody else And it ain't that late Not the star of the play So I skip the soliloquy, move to the plot Used to be a nice little tale, now it's not Left to rot in the dirt deep down, never rose Longer than three days Dying slowly alone She was playing violin outside every day, every night Till she couldn't lift her arms up to write Had her art carved out like a map on her mind Didn't have much time Didn't quite know it Underneath a government that wasn't health-focused Only on certain aspects if you noticed But I don't wanna rake in Reagan promoters or his voters Though I know they're too old to listen They would probably say she oughta stay in the kitchen Maybe some gave a shit about women Maybe the gays as long as they didn't see it Everything's okay with your health if you conceal it But no one wanted anyone hurt directly Forget about gays, girls, poor, and check, please Couldn't aid then, can't aid anymore Reaganomics dropping pennies for the poor But the girl on the street She was found by a priest Taken in, given bed and a feast For a single night of joy she slept in sheets And she prayed to the sky that the joy wouldn't cease So the days moved on but the violin didn't She was told she'd work better in the kitchen But not as a joke; it was real As real as the disease she would slowly start to feel Given from God to mother to violinist Started by a hedonist somewhere within a village Horrible in veritas, but they chose mendacium And reminded her that prayer is the ultimate serum They requested that she go to the hall of the savior to see him Didn't wanna be him Just wanted to know what was killing her slowly With her last words on the back of a piece that she never got finished But the violin sings still I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna lie and lose my soul I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna be where everybody knows I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna leave and lose my soul I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna die, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna lie and lose my soul I just wanna know I just wanna know Why I never had any control I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna lie and lose my soul I don't wanna go I don't wanna go But nobody will cry, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah