Quarantine Thoughts

Contemplating complications that'll keep me slowing, But I just gotta focus on the things that keep me growing I'll be honest and admit I'm not chosen So I'll just shoot my shot and pray that it goes in These are the times you have to make a sacrifice Let's hope the outcome isn't live or die So if you truly find your passion, keep continuing so you can make it everlasting And if you stuck up on some fashion, you probably one who lacks the most compassion I'm not above others So don't put me on a pedestal Cuz only god is the one who's impeccable I could be the one to lay with you every night My love would never stop it ain't got no brake lights I'm Talkin to this chick so I can get some advice, but everything she sells is at such a high price Still Stuck with these habits that I can't unbind I'm positive we all have a way to fight our demons For most of us we search for an excuse or a better reason Maybe Time to open up and do some spring cleaning Cuz there's not much to do when you're quarantining If I died tomorrow would I be waking up in heaven I know my answer but to others it's a scary question The governments up to something with all of this corruption Mass hysteria of the virus is the cause of most of this destruction Next to nothing but someday I will be somethin For now I'm trynna catch a glimpse of light from the dungeon Lately I've realized not take these things for granite take a look at vapes cuz they just had to ban it Tons of opportunities the worlds an open canvas Hopefully no one ruins it cuz no one likes a Candice Wish I was on mountain while I'm chillin in a hammock Then post a picture on the social, views are panoramic Anxiety super High but let's not panic This world doesn't need a another pandemic My thoughts go a mile a minute when it's me and myself But don't prescribe me a drug that won't even help Try to keep from drowning but the waters at my belt I've been through the same so I know how you have felt I Used to be a skinny white lookin skeleton But I'm still one of those and that's on my melanin This game suicidal its like playing Russian roulette If I had the money would I buy a Rolex? The thought of living life inside a cubicle Is enough to Make me wanna go and snap off my cuticles Some people need thicker skin or get a callus I'm bout to leave my hometown and head up to Dallas You gotta give your all its not time to give out samples I Go through the competition call me earl Campbell How you sit and loaf and you still got no bread I never take breaks I'm always a step ahead Some times I don't understand the nature of these humans They start to get culty and create all these movements Certain days I feel like this world is just regressing It's funny right when you thought we'd be progressing Now you sit and wonder why we start second guessing So Maybe this will resonate and even leave a message