Back Then

Do that again Don't Know Ya I Know This is it mate, we're fresh we're ready Ya DUN KNO already Back Then, Last Take Abandoned since day It was fate that I would turn out this way Just a lost poor soul in a rich kids suit Its not a coincidence that life turned out so grey It was written Now its got me spitting These bars on the page, the horror in the story that you’ll witness If you don’t like me I don’t mind it I really ain’t got space for you on the Hitlist Thats right I’m a misfit And that city don’t miss this All I cared about before, was money and bitches Adopted by the age of 2 Back then not a problem These days a major issue At risk of a shitty life In a country full of nitty guys Somehow I got away and I survived I should be grateful right? Cos I got it nice.. By the age of 7 I was questioning my existence But I needed some assistance I could see clarity in the distance But in my mind just a persistent resistance Trying to keep up and do well like my sisters But some how I got caught up in the system made some bad choices, who didn’t Just searching for approval, but no one wants to listen I was stunting for these fakers who thought that they knew life Until I realised the real lies in my mind looking into my nan’s eyes as she died I didn’t have time to cry Put a hold on my emotions Lost my passion in the process There goes my devotion Watch out for the commotion Drugs my only way out Class a b c, Don’t matter I'd still pay out 6 months later Lost a best friend Didn’t get a goodbye Or a see you later Had me feeling slated From no.1 rated To another lost cause, A gassed yout deflated Nothing filled that void still I was gone, faded, didn’t know what was real Those friends of mine, didn’t know the deal Never cared for someone or knew how it would feel White on my mind since then Some fuckeries, I avoided pen Same fuckeries had me leaving ends Same fuckeries lost me some friends I got some help for my sins Put the past in the bin, with the fakers Who were out there to humiliate us But they failed in their feat, Couldn’t annihilate us Back on my feet now After the hard times im free now That lost child Who didn’t know his place Is at the top now Worried about saving face I thank god for the saving grace Cos it saved my face Protected me from a worse off fate Im grateful for my girl too Lord knows the drama that she’s been through From seeing her sister go and me just fade away She’s battling life and fighting true Thats my inspiration, what a situation The darkness in that mind, but she went and just faced it Now lifes just amazing Yet me I’m still crazy Moving kinda lazy And theres people that still hate me But peak cos that hatred don’t pay me I pray for the man just lost on the road I hope they find their way before they go astray and old I tried this rap ting a while back but The man around me thought I was wack Now im gonna have them addicted to my tracks Like crack From chills on the Monday to Pills on the Saturday Recovery lines on the Sunday Had me feeling someway That time apart reignited the fire in my heart Realised that was a mess That crew of chillers causing man stress Now when I go in, I do my fucking best Cos I did hurt some people Really wasn’t nice I lied to the loved ones Just to hide my vice But something wasn’t right in my mind I left for a sec, now I’m back on the grind Certain man see me rising Now they’re jealous of mine Again I dropped a status last year That them man just hated Like Peterborough’s golden boy Is never gonna make it Like he ain’t a golden boy, we stripped that boy naked Guess they weren’t ready for me To come back and take it I realised my life worth more than the bullshit Like I’ve still got goals that I want to accomplish Trust my words when I say that I got this I've been to hell and back Ain’t no way you’re gonna stop this No Ya DUN KNO already