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Mohamed TM

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Do that again
Don't Know
Ya I Know
This is it mate, we're fresh we're ready
Ya DUN KNO already
Back Then, Last Take
Abandoned since day
It was fate that I would turn out this way
Just a lost poor soul in a rich kids suit
Its not a coincidence that life turned out so grey
It was written
Now its got me spitting
These bars on the page, the horror in the story that you’ll witness
If you don’t like me I don’t mind it
I really ain’t got space for you on the Hitlist
Thats right I’m a misfit
And that city don’t miss this
All I cared about before, was money and bitches
Adopted by the age of 2
Back then not a problem
These days a major issue
At risk of a shitty life
In a country full of nitty guys
Somehow I got away and I survived
I should be grateful right? Cos I got it nice..
By the age of 7 I was questioning my existence
But I needed some assistance
I could see clarity in the distance
But in my mind just a persistent resistance
Trying to keep up and do well like my sisters
But some how I got caught up in the system
made some bad choices, who didn’t
Just searching for approval, but no one wants to listen
I was stunting for these fakers who thought that they knew life
Until I realised the real lies in my mind
looking into my nan’s eyes as she died
I didn’t have time to cry
Put a hold on my emotions
Lost my passion in the process
There goes my devotion
Watch out for the commotion
Drugs my only way out
Class a b c,
Don’t matter I'd still pay out
6 months later
Lost a best friend
Didn’t get a goodbye
Or a see you later
Had me feeling slated
From no.1 rated
To another lost cause,
A gassed yout deflated
Nothing filled that void still
I was gone, faded, didn’t know what was real
Those friends of mine, didn’t know the deal
Never cared for someone or knew how it would feel
White on my mind since then
Some fuckeries, I avoided pen
Same fuckeries had me leaving ends
Same fuckeries lost me some friends
I got some help for my sins
Put the past in the bin, with the fakers
Who were out there to humiliate us
But they failed in their feat,
Couldn’t annihilate us
Back on my feet now
After the hard times im free now
That lost child
Who didn’t know his place
Is at the top now
Worried about saving face
I thank god for the saving grace
Cos it saved my face
Protected me from a worse off fate
Im grateful for my girl too
Lord knows the drama that she’s been through
From seeing her sister go and me just fade away
She’s battling life and fighting true
Thats my inspiration, what a situation
The darkness in that mind, but she went and just faced it
Now lifes just amazing
Yet me I’m still crazy
Moving kinda lazy
And theres people that still hate me
But peak cos that hatred don’t pay me
I pray for the man just lost on the road
I hope they find their way before they go astray and old
I tried this rap ting a while back but
The man around me thought I was wack
Now im gonna have them addicted to my tracks
Like crack
From chills on the Monday to
Pills on the Saturday
Recovery lines on the Sunday
Had me feeling someway
That time apart reignited the fire in my heart
Realised that was a mess
That crew of chillers causing man stress
Now when I go in, I do my fucking best
Cos I did hurt some people
Really wasn’t nice
I lied to the loved ones
Just to hide my vice
But something wasn’t right in my mind
I left for a sec, now I’m back on the grind
Certain man see me rising
Now they’re jealous of mine
Again
I dropped a status last year
That them man just hated
Like Peterborough’s golden boy
Is never gonna make it
Like he ain’t a golden boy,
we stripped that boy naked
Guess they weren’t ready for me
To come back and take it
I realised my life worth more than the bullshit
Like I’ve still got goals that I want to accomplish
Trust my words when I say that I got this
I've been to hell and back
Ain’t no way you’re gonna stop this
No
Ya DUN KNO already

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