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Got a few things to say Got a few things on my mind that I'd really like to display This play of words you're hearing might sound similar To the burdens from other wordsmiths you've heard Take a step back listen I wrote this song going through tough times in my life meaning Doubts hitting me left and right seeing no point to sing Seeing no point to bring my take I've always had one never thought it'd go far Getting pulled it's impassioning leading right to my heart It's a difficult start starting right from the start It's hard getting out there like I always was Always was the tag-along where my friends would go In the corner looking PO'd too cold for anyone to want to approach What can I say Relaxed, my face never had much of a glow Sure I've been through things could use it as an excuse Excuse me when I have to leave nerves on the edge edging when they wanna jump Adrenaline dependent can barely make it through a social event Without a little do-or-die pumping Something's up when things get down Most people during stressful situations have a frown not me Flip it upside down it's a smile now Smile now an example my mom and dad said I'd always be But it's up to me to decide what kind I'd be hopefully A good one no pressure I'm just in the role of leading dreaming Of the day I find peace with myself with my fam and some other ones I've met not yet And yet maybe maybe quit while I'm ahead Don't get in that line of thinking your purpose isn't quite clear yet Get set for the day that I know 'cause I never know what it could be Could be something I've never done never seen Ever seen plans change all the time good I'll ready in that sense at least A beast inside me all the time ripping at me with its doubt-doused teeth A beast appeased by the feed that I give it daily with my doubts it feasts on my fears appears at least twice around I'm the only Untold Identity Call me an entity A child of God might go so far to say I'm a Demi-deity I'm only partly godly And as for the rest of me I'm trying to see that I'm not the death of me I'm half-expecting To be challenged or forced However you might put it To do things I kind of abhor Do something more than I think I couldn't Like what if one day I'm on a stage in front of a couple thousand And I screw up a note or a chord and I'm transported to a doubtful housing Will I ever recover from a moment such as that Accused of plagiarism lack of skill lose all touch and all contact Getting faster now my voice does that when I feel I'm just droning on If you want me to I could tell you why I think I could be wrong About what I've been told to do It's nothing different nothing new I've been through things "You've said that, UI" Maybe I'm just dreaming too high Not going anywhere with this Why was I told to write this This is silly better stop now Before regrets form and resound There were lines in this song that I took out Just today they were lies brim-full with doubt I wrote this as an anthem to my fight back Now I'm closer than I ever was to getting life back I know that's it's a struggle that I'll never quite win But it can finally get started hear me now let's begin They tell me I'm not worth it, keep my thoughts Indoors I just busted off the hinges I know what I'm here for Speak Speak Say something Say something Get it Don't get it It's part of it Open up with it Spill it and fill it back up with satisfaction that I get When I get in the right place in my heart to start opening up To a different person while my prayers echo up Into eternity From earthly me Early fee Don't misinterpret me 'Cause sometimes I feel like it's the only thing I'm born to be No more to me Morbidly thinking it is all I'll ever be Just mouthing to a greater Thing With greater words and greater things To say than me