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Untold Identity

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Got a few things to say
Got a few things on my mind that I'd really like to display
This play of words you're hearing might sound similar
To the burdens from other wordsmiths you've heard
Take a step back listen I wrote this song going through tough times in my life meaning
Doubts hitting me left and right seeing no point to sing
Seeing no point to bring my take

I've always had one never thought it'd go far
Getting pulled it's impassioning leading right to my heart
It's a difficult start starting right from the start
It's hard getting out there like I always was

Always was the tag-along where my friends would go
In the corner looking PO'd too cold for anyone to want to approach
What can I say
Relaxed, my face never had much of a glow
Sure

I've been through things could use it as an excuse
Excuse me when I have to leave nerves on the edge edging when they wanna jump
Adrenaline dependent can barely make it through a social event
Without a little do-or-die pumping
Something's up when things get down
Most people during stressful situations have a frown not me
Flip it upside down it's a smile now

Smile now an example my mom and dad said I'd always be
But it's up to me to decide what kind I'd be hopefully
A good one no pressure I'm just in the role of leading dreaming
Of the day I find peace with myself with my fam and some other ones I've met not yet
And yet maybe maybe quit while I'm ahead
Don't get in that line of thinking your purpose isn't quite clear yet

Get set for the day that I know 'cause I never know what it could be
Could be something I've never done never seen
Ever seen plans change all the time good I'll ready in that sense at least
A beast inside me all the time ripping at me with its doubt-doused teeth
A beast appeased by the feed that I give it daily with my doubts it feasts on my fears appears at least twice around

I'm the only Untold Identity
Call me an entity
A child of God might go so far to say I'm a Demi-deity
I'm only partly godly
And as for the rest of me
I'm trying to see that I'm not the death of me
I'm half-expecting

To be challenged or forced
However you might put it
To do things I kind of abhor
Do something more than I think I couldn't
Like what if one day I'm on a stage in front of a couple thousand
And I screw up a note or a chord and I'm transported to a doubtful housing

Will I ever recover from a moment such as that
Accused of plagiarism lack of skill lose all touch and all contact
Getting faster now my voice does that when I feel I'm just droning on
If you want me to I could tell you why I think I could be wrong
About what I've been told to do
It's nothing different nothing new
I've been through things
"You've said that, UI"
Maybe I'm just dreaming too high
Not going anywhere with this

Why was I told to write this
This is silly better stop now
Before regrets form and resound

There were lines in this song that I took out
Just today they were lies brim-full with doubt
I wrote this as an anthem to my fight back
Now I'm closer than I ever was to getting life back
I know that's it's a struggle that I'll never quite win
But it can finally get started hear me now let's begin
They tell me I'm not worth it, keep my thoughts Indoors
I just busted off the hinges I know what I'm here for

Speak
Speak
Say something
Say something

Get it
Don't get it
It's part of it
Open up with it
Spill it and fill it back up with satisfaction that I get
When I get in the right place in my heart to start opening up
To a different person while my prayers echo up
Into eternity
From earthly me
Early fee
Don't misinterpret me
'Cause sometimes I feel like it's the only thing I'm born to be
No more to me
Morbidly thinking it is all I'll ever be
Just mouthing to a greater Thing
With greater words and greater things
To say than me

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