He Loves First

I get these lyrics in my head and then I type them up Self-conscious, I start to wonder who gon' like it up Am I hype enough 'Cause I've been watching all these other dudes They've been writing all these masterpieces, raking up the views I start to question, ask my followers what am I doing wrong Y'all ain't rocking with the videos, ain't checking out the songs I pray to the man above and He put me where I belong I was wondering where He at when He's beside me all along Why must I put my faith into a crowd that never promised When Jesus paved the way and only knows how to be honest I get myself in certain situations way too often As I'm feeling like I'm climbing, my relationship is falling Falling far away from God, and He's the maker of it all If He ain't sitting at the center, the foundations gonna fall 'Cause He's the only true constructor who is perfect at His work He's got power over everyone because He loved you first And it's more than we could deserve Serving a God who gives us loving for a lifetime Was taking it for granted, am I really in my right mind My passion, my desires, they were filling me with greed So I thought being known by everyone was how I would succeed But I was wrong You knew me and You loved me all along And I ain't had to wear a mask because I'm perfect how You saw me Didn't think that social media could really haunt me But gave it all to Jesus, now I really know I'm balling Gave my, life to the Lord and now I won't back down Had problems idolizing false idols when Jesus held the crown Remembered Jesus held me down when He ain't had to So now I give Him praise when I've been given instrumentals Influential to the people who around me Lost is an understatement, thank the Lord that He had found me Say it proudly for the people who are hiding 'cause they're still afraid You're not alone, just take a chance and know that Jesus Saves Serving a God who gives us loving for a lifetime Was taking it for granted, am I really in my right mind My passion, my desires, they were filling me with greed So I thought being known by everyone was how I would succeed But I was wrong You knew me and You loved me all along And I ain't had to wear a mask because I'm perfect how You saw me Didn't think that social media could really haunt me But gave it all to Jesus, now I really know I'm balling In 2 Corinthians 12:9-10, it says, Each time the Lord said to me, My grace is all you need My power works best in weakness So now I am glad to boast about my weakness, so that the power of Christ can work through me That's why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ For when I am weak, then I am strong Serving a God who gives us loving for a lifetime Was taking it for granted, am I really in my right mind My passion, my desires, they were filling me with greed So I thought being known by everyone was how I would succeed But I was wrong You knew me and You loved me all along And I ain't had to wear a mask because I'm perfect how You saw me Didn't think that social media could really haunt me But gave it all to Jesus, now I really know I'm balling