CHAPTER 1

I got a lot of voices stuck inside my head so... I plead to god if he can fix my mental Why do i even try to make it out alive Five long years of me tryna fix my life I don't know what's going on But my words are starting to get a bit dirty They told me the easiest things in life will be far But that's beyond me They told me the easiest things in life will be far But i try my hardest to impress the masses But i guess that shit is beyond me So what's your story I need something to help me Morley (Morley) Im up in the clouds I don't know how much god is gonna take from me I don't know who done told you this stories gonna be a easy ride But within the tides of my mind It's probably gonna be a long journey (But hey) Journey, Journey I think so deeply I don't know what to do with my mind If i can't think clearly Everlasting thoughts I think severely It was a mere bit of intuition Or was that just a theory Your not on my level So don't step near me You can do things your way but imma do me I wish i had blank thoughts Cause im so weary With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring Slow it down and take a breath You don't know how to step I been at my peak for so long I'm scared of what will happen next I'm scared of all these demons in my mind There taking my last breath I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath Oh what a stretch What this ain't you You know it is Boy tell the truth I'm a lost soul at a crossroads I'm wandering what I should do So take a step Going back Then take a step right to the left I know my pops taught me from right or wrong So I'm never gonna waist his breath This the new me Tell me what you think Don't ever try no (whoa) with me I take my music to the heart Thats the only way I can ever be me I lace my music with my soul Its the only way you will ever know me Without my pain behind these lines You will never truly understand me I'm a indepth person I don't why my mind is so damn scary I wish i could change my ways But at that point I wouldn't be the real me Like i said I'm a lost boy at a crossroads I wish i had the vocals to hit these notes I don't know where to go from here While you take my pic Imma change my pose So what's the code? Oh i don't know Up down left right Now that's the code You can type that in Then look inside What you find? It's the map to hope I know we're lost But remember when I told you it was gonna be a long journey I bet you never thought I would switch up Like the nigga that dropped soap Journey, Journey I don't know what to do with my mind If i can't think clearly Everlasting thoughts I think severely It was a mere bit of intuition Or was that just a theory Your not on my level So don't step near me You can do things your way but imma do me I wish i had blank thoughts Cause im so weary With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring Slow it down and take a breath You don't know how to step I been at my peak for so long I'm scared of what will happen next I'm scared of all these demons in my mind There taking my last breath I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath Oh what a stretch What this ain't you You know it is Boy tell the truth I'm a lost soul at a crossroads I'm wandering what I should do So take a step Going back Then take a step right to the left I know my pops taught me from right or wrong So I'm never gonna waist his breath I ain't gonna do it that way Survey my brain Rundown mayday parade Don't need no right Or what i see in my mind will be my supply I make my music for the broken Until I die Look in my eyes You see I'm high I cannot wait for next July I do not trust Within my heart But i guess thats the next time it'll reply Look at me do you think im crazy for the hair that i have dyed Orbthe tattoos on my face (wow) You really thought that I was that guy I lied I'm a demon in disguise If you know the real me Then you'll know that I battle With time