CHAPTER 1

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I got a lot of voices stuck inside my head so...
I plead to god if he can fix my mental
Why do i even try to make it out alive
Five long years of me tryna fix my life
I don't know what's going on
But my words are starting to get a bit dirty
They told me the easiest things in life will be far
But that's beyond me
They told me the easiest things in life will be far
But i try my hardest to impress the masses
But i guess that shit is beyond me
So what's your story
I need something to help me Morley
(Morley)
Im up in the clouds
I don't know how much god is gonna take from me
I don't know who done told you this stories gonna be a easy ride
But within the tides of my mind
It's probably gonna be a long journey
(But hey)
Journey, Journey
I think so deeply
I don't know what to do with my mind
If i can't think clearly
Everlasting thoughts
I think severely
It was a mere bit of intuition
Or was that just a theory
Your not on my level
So don't step near me
You can do things your way but imma do me
I wish i had blank thoughts
Cause im so weary
With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring
Slow it down and take a breath
You don't know how to step
I been at my peak for so long
I'm scared of what will happen next
I'm scared of all these demons in my mind
There taking my last breath
I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath
Oh what a stretch
What this ain't you
You know it is
Boy tell the truth
I'm a lost soul at a crossroads
I'm wandering what I should do
So take a step
Going back
Then take a step right to the left
I know my pops taught me from right or wrong
So I'm never gonna waist his breath
This the new me
Tell me what you think
Don't ever try no (whoa) with me
I take my music to the heart
Thats the only way I can ever be me
I lace my music with my soul
Its the only way you will ever know me
Without my pain behind these lines
You will never truly understand me
I'm a indepth person
I don't why my mind is so damn scary
I wish i could change my ways
But at that point I wouldn't be the real me
Like i said
I'm a lost boy at a crossroads
I wish i had the vocals to hit these notes
I don't know where to go from here
While you take my pic
Imma change my pose
So what's the code?
Oh i don't know
Up down left right
Now that's the code
You can type that in
Then look inside
What you find?
It's the map to hope
I know we're lost
But remember when I told you it was gonna be a long journey
I bet you never thought I would switch up
Like the nigga that dropped soap
Journey, Journey
I don't know what to do with my mind
If i can't think clearly
Everlasting thoughts
I think severely
It was a mere bit of intuition
Or was that just a theory
Your not on my level
So don't step near me
You can do things your way but imma do me
I wish i had blank thoughts
Cause im so weary
With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring
Slow it down and take a breath
You don't know how to step
I been at my peak for so long
I'm scared of what will happen next
I'm scared of all these demons in my mind
There taking my last breath
I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath
Oh what a stretch
What this ain't you
You know it is
Boy tell the truth
I'm a lost soul at a crossroads
I'm wandering what I should do
So take a step
Going back
Then take a step right to the left
I know my pops taught me from right or wrong
So I'm never gonna waist his breath
I ain't gonna do it that way
Survey my brain
Rundown mayday parade
Don't need no right
Or what i see in my mind will be my supply
I make my music for the broken
Until I die
Look in my eyes
You see I'm high
I cannot wait for next July
I do not trust Within my heart
But i guess thats the next time it'll reply
Look at me do you think im crazy for the hair that i have dyed
Orbthe tattoos on my face (wow)
You really thought that I was that guy
I lied
I'm a demon in disguise
If you know the real me
Then you'll know that I battle With time

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Written by: Christian Pettigrew

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