Life after the struggles

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Michael Tha Psyko

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2019

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I'll promise you whoever came to shoot 
Is gonna be the end of what you do 
So will you run or shoot 
Basically your my loot that I came to scoop 
Like some call of duty shit you shoot all you want 
You'd be doing me a favor 
But once you hear my flavor that you'll love to savor 
I'm sorry about my fucked up behavior
But i might not be a role model but I can still be your savior 
That will bust these demonstrated that sum to be hating
But once I become in the game I put shame into these lames 
That like to play these games everyday till there washed away 
I just patiently wait for the day I can play my part and put every once of pain that's been inside this deranged brain 
Some days I can go insane 
But I can't complain I just got my last part down now I gotta get recording and start abording every once of announce 
That wants me to keep deploying every bullet 
That I'm pulling out this gun that will leave you slumped and eventually dumped in the river of lust 
It's fucked
But I got no more trust it's been stripped away from above 
Till the day I become this loyal one the one that will overcome whenever you thought I was dumb 
But don't forget what I never bring up 
That's the mental side the do or die whats it gonna be live or suicide 
F*ck it imma ride till the sunrise 
And see where this lonely road takes me but don't mistake me as a bitch that will never overcome this
I'll do whatever it takes to keep them wondering
If I can get over the pain that's in the pit of my stomach
I just can't explain why I keep on running
But i gotta stop this wondering on what next step to make 
And not care what anyone thinks 
And no disrespect I gotta do what i think cause I never got the chance to think 
but all it was is being pushed into it 
Like some dumb retarded kid why won't they just listen but based on my distription was too dumb to be lifted 
But I never listen but wondering why sometimes I just don't want to hear it I don't mean to be mean 
But I tried to be who you wanted me to be 
I don't want that life it has a too many low standards
I mean no disrespect to the ones that never fanished 
I just hope you can understand it 
But you gave me chances I know I always blow 
What I got to show but I got it was all handed to me
So you know I gotta do this from now on.. on my own 
It's set in stone the meds ain't here to change my mind again 
I'm more stable than I ever been I'm thinking straight without the drugs all I needs is my bag of bud 
I even stop smoking those cancer sticks that played a sadistic Way in place in the back of my head 
Cause that's what killed my grandfather I miss him till this day 
But now I realize what I gotta to do to play a part in my community  
So please don't think I won't be able to save myself from when the time I'm about to melt from when I get overwhelmed
I just always feel like I'm talked down like a stupid nuisance 
Thats down trying to prove this so now I'm done doing this  now it's all on my own but don't think I don't know how my family feels I to grown to be living at home or living with someone that's trying to do and be there own 
So now I know what I gotta show and do this on my own 
So please just breathe slow and let me you show myself the way to a better place and be something big someday 
Cause I can't lie I know my family doesn't have faith 
But it's okay I understand how people can't think my way 
I guess I was blessed with a certain talent that I could never balance but now look it I'm ready to push it to next fullest level 
And get rowdy I'm sorry I gotta make this music the truth and please don't think I'm just gonna move 
I have to do the normal man's work first to even get to the third step that I tend to neglect but please pay your respect when I send you the nice check cause my family will always be blessed to the perfectness that they made me but I know you might not believe your the ones that made me not Dee f*ck that worthless piece of shit 
That I try not to reminisce   
To times I never missed but all the times I will never forget was with my only family that made me this 
But I promise I once I make it I know you don't have to believe it but I'm barely breathing without that fame and money running through my veins 
Cause honestly I'm not just doing this for me 
It's for my main family and friends till the end 
I will do my best to make this check 
But all I see is my reflection in the mirror that tends to make things much clear 
And I'm so sincere that in a couple of years 
My family will for the first time shed tears 
In a good way i'm gonna make history
In so many ways I'mma make that Forbes front page someday 
And be able to pay for anything for my family but this time I promise I'm not letting anything get my way so I got one last thing to say has I pray and say that I promise my family I will be there more than they ever would think I got a gift and I'm prepared to use it 
Feeling blessed 
soon they be a check to pay back my respect but don't think I neglect the the love you always gave 
But I'm the one who got me in this shit 
So what's a man do to get up out the shit He stepped in l and learn from the lesson and clean up what mess you made in the session of what you play has a constant renegade that doesn't want to be known as a forgotten face so please once I'm deceased just remember the name M.T.P 
But just know that the P  just doesn't mean just the Psyko side of me it also means the peace I remain to conceive

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