Childhood Traumas
Jae the Lyoness
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As the tears run down my face and the pain running through my veins As I drown from the tidal waves and no one is running in to save me Just know I tried to heal my traumas daily And if they come and ever try to take me Just play my songs for every soul that's aching And let my legacy rebuild the nation Today I woke Up Peeling the cover off the roof of my head Another School day A day that I dread Wiping the crust out my eyes Brushing my teeth and now my stomach's on fire I often get it but I never know why Putting my clothes on momma yelling Hurry up Be ready in 5 I go downstairs and the tears they just well in my eyes I try to hide them and I'm good at it Throw on my Jacket lace my Jordan's backpack on my shoulders Momma grabbing my hand Off to school and I'm feeling so sad Cause these girls in my class they tease me and laugh About my hair and the clothes that I wear And I try to tell the teacher but The teacher man she don't even care I stay quiet and hope that I'm invisible here I hate recess cause kids beat me up and I'm scared Tryna make it through the day I can't wait for the bell But at home it ain't safe for a child I wish somebody save me Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up Yeah Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up Schools over and I'm feeling depressed Heart out of my chest As my mother waits outside she's tapping her foot I run over she proceeds to ask how was your day I could tell her it was really bad But she gets mad and often tells me to fight back But if I fight back I'll get it worse That's what she says when she often hurts me Then gives me hugs and says it hurts her more Than it hurts me But that's a lie cause I'm covered in bruises Mark the hangers and I'm left in my room Nothing to do but to cry I really hate here I wish that I could make a family that loved With a dad who won't leave me And a mom who doesn't hate me And understands my pain inside But I smile and say Today was great We walk home I put my bag away close my Door and I sit and pray Cause you never know if mommy's angry Wish that God would come and make her happy Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up Yeah Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up Life has been a struggle Does it get any better I pray to God and I wait for the answers like Pastor taught But I get nothing maybe mommy was right Maybe I am a bad child and really God don't like me Is that the reason he allows my pain My cousins touched me in a nasty way And I want to tell someone but I am too afraid And I tried to tell Mom but she got mad at me For something and my courage it is just went away She calls me all kinds of names and I feel ashamed Maybe she'll be better off with a different baby And My daddy don't love me so he wouldn't miss me And it's hard to make friends everyone just hates me I grab a chair and my belt for school Wrap it around the light fixture and stand on the chair Wrap the belt around my neck and kick the chair From my feet everyone should be happy that I'm gone and I'm free Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Who knew life would be so hard Cut you deep and leave a scar Pain so deep it breaks your heart Wish I wasn't here no more Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up Yeah Today I woke Up Yeah Today I woke up Having the sun beam on my face Today I woke up Hearing the birds sing and play Today I woke Up Feeling caught up in a maze Today I woke up
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