Bullied
ShyLock
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It's not true Can we all agree this is just the beginning? By the way, I've never really even spoken in front of this many people before So I feel my heart, my heart is pounding Breathe, breathe, breathe I'll be okay, we'll come back to that in a second If I'm still here If I'm still here Yeah, I've been bullied Every day someone would push or pull me I was short In class pics I'm sittin' on the floor Until high school grade 9, I'm almost 5'4 100 Pounds soaking wet Soon as I walked through the door They started calling me freak Because I had green hair And an eyebrow ring And I just wanted to sing But no one wants to hear a thing That I ever had to say While I'm running in and out of class always panicking They don't know why, just give me pills and say it's anxiety Then I'm expelled cuz now I'm a danger to society? You think this is fun with all this inside of me? It's been building up for years and nobody tries to see What's really going on inside, just try to breathe I know it's hard, just slow it down The stutter will make you seize Maybe you should think about not smoking so many trees Oh please, it's my only release I wish I wasn't like this Cuz then I could be A better version of me That I could only wish to be But I'll never see it Because you've had me believe That I'm worthless, a nervous wreck That doesn't deserve to breathe Well I'm here and I'm breathing and sick of having no freedom I can't believe I believed them Well now I'm gonna teach 'em I've just been looking for a reason to justify screaming At the top of my lungs 'til hell is finally freezing And I'm walking the Far Field with memories of time I'm just a grown man standing in a fuckin' playground crying Thinking 'what happened?' Where did the time go? Comparing now to then If only I could've known What I know now What I know now, back when it would've mattered But I didn't, that's life, and it doesn't even matter Cuz I did something recently, kinda changed my life I went to my old school thinking this will shine some light That's where the moon signaled the tide, it began to rise inside Of me and suddenly I almost began to cry Waves rolling in my stomach Almost too much to breathe I was suddenly overcome And flooded with memories I could see it so clearly, so real, almost scary I could see myself playing, no cares and no worries Not like today when now I'm jaded by the things Oh the lives you'd have to live to feel half of this pain Cuz I've been through the things that I fear most in my dreams Still going through this life just trying to earn my wings And I'm walking the Far Field with memories of time I'm just a grown man standing in a fuckin' playground crying Thinking 'what happened?' Where did the time go? Comparing now to then If only I could've known What I know now What I know now, back when it would've mattered But I didn't, that's life, and it doesn't even matter Don't you get it? I didn't wanna have to do this But from the start I've been picked on 'til I broke down, I'm through with this Was picking myself back up but couldn't do it I was gaining some control but lost hold cuz I'm not ruthless enough But I've been through this enough I'm through with this, my foot's planted all and for once Never again can anybody tell me to jump Cuz now I'm fed up Enough to be starting new I decided to Spartan up Harden up, get smarter and armor up Guard is up, get darker And sharpen up Sharp enough to spark it And start it up Where's the love? I ain't done I said I'm just starting up Letting loose, a side that's been barred up, scarred up Charred up and marked up with hard love and hard up For something other than hard luck And no bluff, no, I'm about to blow up Now I smell blood like a shark Is that fuckin' hard enough? You'll be sorry you ever told me that I was never smart enough All of this abuse has forced me to toughen up I'm seeking out revenge for anybody that's had enough Or had it rough, that's right, we're coming back to show 'em up Today is a different day now that I'm here all grown up Now you can't tell me shit without me stepping close and blowing up What am I supposed to do? I'll go nose to nose 'til you're toes up Til I find what I lost in the kid you used to hold up Against a wall after I said that I'd had enough Cuz I won't stop 'til either I find it or if my time is up So push and pull me now but neither one will do much Cuz when push comes to shove, just keep pushing, I'll never budge And I'm walking the Far Field with memories of time I'm just a grown man standing in a fuckin' playground crying Thinking 'what happened?' Where did the time go? Comparing now to then If only I could've known What I know now What I know now, back when it would've mattered But I didn't, that's life, and it doesn't even matter Because I'm here now On the path to redemption More like a war path My past has taught me a lesson Don't let anybody tell you what you can or can't do It's not true, anything you can set your mind to can be done Look at me Damn right that I'm living proof I stand here now shouting my message out to all of you I believe in you, long as your mission's to do good Standing here with the Moon as my witness I'll be understood
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